Vivian Goh Wan Ni dun worry,you still got us,your friends. you can give me a call anytime but dun purposely hor! we'll help you no matter what.=D cheer up. i accompany you go find mr brownie after our Ns everyday and go man hunting everyday.

woke up in a very pissed mood.having an elder bro like mine is seriously a pain in my ass.you keep taking away bro's earpiece despite you having one yourself.so what even if you listen to techno and this earpiece is better to listen with? i dun give it a damn.dun bloody fucking say that you always let me blah this blah that.please refresh your memory and reflect how many times have i helped you put in good words? how many times did you steal my food?! how many times did you bully me whenever you're home. you jus use our computer playing time when we's bathing or leave the comp chair. one sentence ' i want to use' then we will let you use.but you? 'wa lao,i play till half way leh.later la.dun always like this' WTF?! who's acting like a spoilt brat now? never ever say dad or mum dote on me and bro alot.reflect on yourself what had you done to make them dun care about you.i'd always tell myself that this is the path that you have chosen and didnt really bother.i've also told mum that.but i guess you've chosen the wrong path. one word, im seriously very disappointed in you my dear bro.

next

photobucket and blogger.what the hell is your problem? cant you jus fuckingly allow me to post pics? i've got tons of overdue pics to post. you better work if not i'll keep refresh till you work,asshole.


back to life,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAN TONG!!
(today is your last day in there,you'll be free tomorrow.LOLS!)

didnt have any paper today.sectional was cancelled also. goin jurong point with valerie to get her things after that i dunno where im goin.art paper tomorrow.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICHOLAS!
(shan't 'chao' you since it's your birthday)

had maths paper 2 today. what the hell is nanosecond? i think i'll fail for this paper.had toasted bread for breakfast and went vivian's house to slack after that.watch dunno what movie and vivian cried. slack in her room for awhile and off to jurong point with valerie.took the wrong bus and it keeps going round and round.alight at lakeside mrt station and took 240 to jurong point.brought sushi and homed after that.

didnt have any paper today so went out with vivian.just came back from jurong point with mum. met vivian at around 1.30 in the train.off to city centre to take off her hair extension. nothing much to shop other there,alot Chi nas too.off to haji lane after that.MR BROWNIE IS SO HANDSOME!! seriously,your heart will melt when he smiles at you.walked around bugis street after that.trained back to boon lay at around 5 to meet mum to buy subway. maths paper 2 tomorrow! wish me good luck. will post up the pics when i steal it from vivian's blog.meanwhile,my blog and photobucket have problem so i cant post any pics.hopefully it will be alright either tomorrow or the day after.

have a change of plan.going out with vivian later to take out her extension at dunno what city.

had english and mother tongue paper 2. eng was seriously a killer. even those people who speaks english in my class says it's diffcult also. what the hell is 'the opinum war' ? seriously i dun understand a single thing in the passage and just write rubbish.went home to take my clarinet and scores and off to school for band. tested the juniors and closed the band room at 4. will be going for band tomorrow. outing with girlfriends is cancelled.

went plaza singapura with mum jus now.have to thank her a million for accompanying me despite feeling tired. went yamaha to see some scores and other stuffs.i seriously have to save money if i want to buy a clarinet.i still have to buy other things like cork grease,swap,etc.i still have my theory and practical to chiong after my Ns.exam fee need money,theory books need money,practical books need money.money,money,money!! aiya,one step at a time la.LOLS!*excuses* but i will feel very tempted to go shopping every june or dec holiday.walked around plaza sing after that and went to take train at around 4+ .went boon lay to buy some dish back for dinner and reach home at around 6.15.

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY BRO!

had a competition of who knows the most vulagarities between nicholas and vivian in msn in the afternoon.nicholas won the contest.chao-ed vivian's mother throughout the whole conversation.lols! brought a perfume for bro and used mum's panty as a prank present for him.went jurong point for dinner with mum and younger bro.walked around and homed.saw chun cheong,mun wah,bernard,yan long and the others over there.mum promised to give me money after my N lvls for shopping.shiok!!

just come back from dinner at 400+ with mum and bro. went for band just now. had sectional because mr tan had to leave early and go christ church. band end at about 5.45 then off to find mum and bro. saw kumfei there.

just some random thoughts
i jus dun understand why some people can call someone who is damn bloody fucking ugly people chio bu or shuai ge? i would call this kind of people bootlickers. is it so nice to lick other people's butt? who knows that that people didnt wash his/her butt properly and there's shit stain? eating up someone's shit doesnt taste nice eh? who knows whether that person you've bootlick on stab you at your back.real chio bus i got nothing to say. but if you call someone ugly chio bu or shuai ge, you better go knock yourself on your head or you need a pair of spects or a new spects.

im so gonna get a scolding from mum later when she's back home from work.i accidently burn the pot and i just cant scrab off the black thing.i've soak it with soap and hopefully it will come off later. i can say bye bye to my science paper. i gave up half way doing chem and went back to sleep. off for band! bye

maths paper 1 today. 8 marks gone because i didnt do due to lack of time and i dunno how to do. hopefully paper 2 will pull my marks up bah. went mac with valerie to take away and homed. off to study science.

having an elder brother is seriously a pain in my ass. so what even through your birthday is in 3 days time? so what? i've already been nice telling you that im having my prelims now and i dun have the time to buy for you.i will get it for you after my prelims or this coming weekend. i've already been nice telling you that. do you have to keep repeating yourself and pinch me for dunno what bloody assholy reason. ya la, my prelims is like president's birthday,SO WHAT'S THE BIG DEAL?! u think im like you? im not trying to look down on you or whatsoever. but you reflect on yourself la! how many times have you quarrelled with dad and mum ever since you became bad? how many times did you reach home when everybody haven fall asleep? how many times did mum ask you not to smoke? i even smell cirgrette smell on you yesterday and your room when i reach home yesterday. it's just the matter of whether i want to say it out anot. you think im so stupid? so what you spray prefumes on you? i still can smell it. you brought home the girl mum hates alot and you asked me not to tell her, fine, i didnt tell her. u think i didnt know that you and her patch back? sorry hor, im not a 3 year old kid.i can hereby confirm that im much bloody assholy mature than you and i know what im doing and what's best for me. im not like you, harm yourself and being so arrogant.

had social studies paper today. seriously,i think i'll fail damn badly. i was writing craps throughout the whole paper and i kept repeating my point because i find that it's not long enough. god bless me bah. went vivian's house for breakfast cum lunch with valerie and jason. out of a sudden i became their model. haven got the pics from vivian.will steal it from her when she post it up. maths tomorrow,one of my weakest sub other than social studies. hopefully i'll be able to see some light.

today
had our first prelim paper today. overall it was kind of alright. was freezing cold while doing the paper half way. intended to use mr soo's method to study which is sleeping early and wake up at around 4-5 to study but i failed. i woke up at 4, bathed and started studying. half way through i was feeling damn tired and i decided to read the newspaper. around 5.30,i headed back to bed to sleep.seriously damn tired. had MT listening after that and the teacher was 15 mins late. see,why cant teachers be late and students cant? unfair eh? went to eat prata after that and walked home.yea, u didnt see wrongly,i walk home. just passed by one of the juniors blog finding the video of hycb performing on sat and i laugh my ass off when i heard this (maybe it's not funny to some people but it is funny to me)

junior1: eh, why one of the girl sitting at the corner got one red thing?
junior2:she's the band major
junior3:no la,drum major
junior2: ya ya ya drum MANAGER
i laughed my ass out when i heard this.

they're so cute luh! i still remembered how i hate them last time because of their childish behaviour, partially maybe im not close with them and they were usually very noisy and most of their attandence were not good? but i totally change my mindset now. they have changed. they're more enthu and they show more respect to the seniors now and they are willing to practise more.

yesterday

had lessons as usual.MT oral after school was so-so. headed to the band room for 'sectional'. it was really sectional in the first place but after i came in it became i-dunno-what. played rifisle(something like that),in the winter of 1730 and invita. i laughed my ass out when i was played invita. im suppose to play the bass drum part but i use the bass drum to play the snare drum part. it was at the later part of the song then i realised that i played wrongly. homed at 4.30 and kind of chiong geog till 9.30.

sorry for the lack of photos cause i seldom take pics now.after Ns i promise.

suddenly feel like having bbq and going east coast park. anyone wanna go with me after my N level?

woke up at 8.50,prepared and off to school.off to imm after warm up and everything.had rehearsal for around half an hour and had lunch after that. had the actual performance at around 3. pack up at around 5+ and back to school. went aunt's house for dinner and homed.

had lessons as per normal.had social studies and geog lesson after school. went for band after that.went bubble tea shop with zavier after that and went jurong point to find mum.homed after.IMM PERFORMANCE TOMORROW!

had been busy with school lately. art,remedials and band.had been going home after 6 these few days.blame it on my laziness,if not i would have finished doing my prep work.

today

was damn bloody pissed off early in the morning after receiving a message from jiao jun.what the fuck is he/she to say that? was damn bloody pissed till after recess.have to thank vivian for listening to all my craps,vulgarities and mean words.i just cant control my anger at that point of time.everything just pissed me off. and to valerie! i've read your post,jus that i cant tag.thanks alot! i trust you alot too! the same goes to vivian!

things that i wanna do after my N level

• shopping spree
• chiong my theory grade 3
• slack

that's all i can think for now.prelims paper 1 is only 2 days away.

HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY TO CHARMAINE!!

yesterday
got a prank call from valerie that slut at around 8 then vivian called me at 10. woke up,prepared and off to accent music alone. finally brought the new reeds after so long. met vivian at lakeside mrt station at 12.45 and i saw alot huayians walking out of jurong lakepark. went orchard to buy something and had some window shopping again.went off to meet melissa,charmaine,boonsi,maureen and jiahui after that.went fish and co for lunch.felt very bloated after that and skipped dinner.had some kind of sabo thingy for charmaine in fish and co.she had to stand on the chair but too bad,there's very few customers in there.walked around bugis street awhile and off to clarke quey.trained to esplanade after that.went their library to find some scores and homed.

yesterday
forgot what happened during school hours.just remembered that we crapped alot during eng lesson.had band after school.played the same few songs with the juniors then sectional.was totally exhausted by the time i got home so didnt study yesterday.


today
had lessons as usual.was trying very hard to keep my eyes open but it seems to keep closing every minute.wanted to do the m'sia video but something happened so have to postpone to tomorrow.went imm alone to buy charmaine's present.met up with valerie after that and homed around 4+

back home from uncle's house warming and his child's advance one month celebration.anyway people,dun open up anything i've sent you when im offline cause maybe it's virus.i guess my comp kanna virus or whatever.watching '10 promises to my dog' tomorrow!

thanks everybody for the concern.i've chilled down alot already.you guys are loved!

off to uncle's new house.

prelims is in just another 10 days time.dun think i will have the time to go online anymore.jiaojun,your blog skin will be delayed for quite long,sorry.

back to life.had band yesterday and it really pissed me off.what for bring your own clarinet and not come for band? it was already kind of me not to ask you two to do any punishments and scolded you two ALRIGHT?! all my vuglarities came out yesterday,dun believe,ask anyone who seat beside me or joey.5 pumpings for each exercise dunno is already a huge discount.nobody complained so showed anything.dun you dare show me your pissed off facei tell you.let's see who got the most athourity to be pissed.you think you got HHUUUGGGEEE eyes i scared? you aren't even fit to be pissed i tell you,daughter of a bitch.if possible,i would really give you two a hard tight slap.that 'diao' i gave you two is considered nothing already. and dun keep giving people that 'im chio' face cause you aren't better than any of the aunties.at least they know how they look like,not like you.seriously la,if you need a mirror,just tell me.i can go ikea and help you buy a HHHUUUUGGGEEE MMMMIIIRRRRRRRROOOORRR specially for you to fit your HHHHHUUUUGGGGEEEE EEEEYYYEEESSS and let you,yourself have a better view of how ugly you look like,motherfucker!


EAT THIS,motherfuckers,sluts,daughter of a bitch,a whore whom nobody wants.go reflect on yourself.

p.s.dun run to your mama and cry inbetween her breasts and say that im a cyber bully.you're the one who's taking advantage of us in the first placeif that's the case,one advice to you.go suck your mom's milk after you finish crying.there is always a limit,dun push your luck.nasty or friendly,choose yourself.

Goh Swee Ling is my name and my birthday falls on 1st April. i am a clarinetist of hua yi concert band and singapore wind symphony youth winds. i love monkey, chocolates and gummies. i am irritating and crazy sometimes. i treat my blog as an online diary so i post all my emotions inside. last but not least, i'm actually kidding when i say i'm pretty and adorable.


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