2.26.2009' Thursday, February 26, 2009
CONCERT IS TOMORROW, in less than 24hrs!! im so excited. waited so long for this. anyway, normal lessons as usual then sectional after school. had been dozing off in school for a few times. fell asleep a few times and i hate the feeling when i feel that i almost drop down from a very high height. DAD BOUGHT DURIAN PUFFS back!!
hint:
I WANT FLOWERS TOMORROW!
2.25.2009' Wednesday, February 25, 2009
today started well but ended sucky. i'm so disappointed. made sushi for dad but the only ans i got was 'i don't eat sushi'. younger bro even asked whether did i spit out and put it back for him. this fuckingly hurt. fuck everything!
2.24.2009' Tuesday, February 24, 2009

yesterday
lessons as per normal. mrs pan didn't come cause she got some course and we got 2 periods free. sectional after school then volleyball-ed with eunice, chao xiang, jiao jun and jasmin after that. jiao jun and jasmin left at around 5 then eunice, chao xiang and me continued to 6pm. it was tiring. it'd been so long since i played volleyball.
today
lessons as per normal as usual. band after school. the weather is very cooling. settled band ticket money after that and left school at around 7.10. bought bubble tea and homed.
dad: do you like durian puffs?
me: of course la!
dad: ok, i buy home tomorrow
me: i won't pay if it's not nice.
dad: ok. then you pay me $10 if it's nice.
my dad is crazy these few days. he kept asking people to shut up out of a sudden. was talking on the phone with girlfriends, alex and jason yesterday. dad just took my phone and ask them to shut up.lol! and now, he keeps saying that i scold him where i didn't.
guess time reveals one person's bad points. i get the whole picture now. you're only acting kind and nice infront of people. i didn't expect you to become like that when you're with her. yea, my views of you changed drastically. don't worry, i'll act as nothing happened because you two taught me how to put on a mask.=D but i bet that my mask is much nicer than yours.
' Saturday, February 21, 2009
had normal lessons as usual yesterday. something happy to announce.
I CAN GO FOR PROM NIGHT!!! i was so worried that i can't attend. i've been waiting for prom night since sec 3.
PROM NIGHT PROM NIGHT PROM NIGHT!!!had band after school. jiao jun and i was sandwiched and we didn't know what to do. it's kind of stress. the school hall was hot and my sweat just come out like tap water.lol. rushed off to meet ziheng, wai lap and yee tat to novena to meet vivian,valerie,melissa,mun wah,chun cheong,alex,bernard,yanlong,zhigang,benedict,hantong for steamboat. they had finished eatting before we reach. nicholas came to join us after that. as usual, had photo taking session followed by group photo before heading home. oh ya, we sang birthday song to mun wah at our eatting place. reach home at around 11pm. i will post up more pics when i got all of them from vivian. right now, i only have this 2 pics in my handphone.

that is bernard the begger.lol.
2.18.2009' Wednesday, February 18, 2009
another day where i went home straight after school. yea, start rotting myself infront of the comp till i feel that my butt is warm enough to leave my comp chair to do my homeworks and other stuffs. i admit, im lazy. i can 'nua' the whole day myself away and i don't know what have i done. nobody's is a home and im craving for pearl milk tea. GG, my pearl milk tea craving is back, lol. i know sihui will be like 'omg!'. back to the topic, lessons as per normal. had to register for N lvl again and it's kind of troublesome. i changed the number of attempt once but they keep giving me the same thing. people have been asking me to score all A1 this time but im kind of having doubts in myself judging from my results now. but i promise you people, i 'll try my best. guess most of the people have know what had happened to me. im not giving a damn to anybody who don't believe me. i hate people who judge first before knowing the person. anyway, blogskin changed.
got kind of irritated by some 'think they very skinny people'. im sure some people got squeezed until they can't breathe in the bus. im exaggerating it but that's my meaning. whatever it is, im sure alot people experienced it before. only those rich asses who got their parents to drive them to school everyday before and after school won't experience it. back to what i want to say, don't you people feel like giving those people a tight slap? i mean those who squeezed you. excuse me, please spare a thought for students like us with huge bag. sometimes they just keep squeezing you until your bag went out of place. oh ya, some people also thought that they're armpits smells like perfume and they just lift up their hands to hold the handle bar ontop and your face is just facing his/her armpits. this is totally what-the-fuck. i understand that sometimes people just don't want to move in. but on a very packed bus, some people still 'buay zi dong' and keep squeezing in, assuming that they're very skinny or has a figure of those people who had anorexia.im not critising people who had anorexia but im giving example.
2.16.2009' Monday, February 16, 2009
14th feb, valentine's day. spent the whole day with valerie. dinner at ajisan and we wore the same tee.
15th feb, went for sws in the morning then had lunch with zijie and zavier and home after that. went for facial at 7pm.
today, 16th feb. skip school because my face look damn scary and ugly. the beautician squeezed out all my pimples. thus,leaving alot of scars on my face. went jp with mum and i got lots of weird faces from people. i even put on spects incase i see people i know. it's been so long since i wore my spects. the last time i wear it was when im in sec 2/3.





valerie got very bad photography skills.
2.14.2009' Saturday, February 14, 2009
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!currently at valerie's house baking cookies. vivian and melissa have date with their boyfriend so having outing with them tomorrow.this year's valentine's day falls on sat so everybody was exchanging presents on fri. thanks alot to 3 girlfriends, jiao jun, sihui,mun wah, shyrina(sorry, i don't know how to spell your name), eunice, faiz, haziqah, si hui for presents/ sweets. im kind of surprised when my classmates gave me present though we only know each other for 1 month plus. intended to bring sweets for them but i forgot. promised to pass them their present on mon. had band after that. playing jericho is extremely tiring. headed for dinner with nicholas, chao xiang and sihui after band.
2.11.2009' Wednesday, February 11, 2009
went home straight after school. it was rare for me reaching home so early and it feels weird. anyway, school is getting better and better, classmates are caring,funny and playful. i realised that im starting to move on; untying my knots i had in my heart. it is a good thing. no more frequent mood swings and showing attitudes. i've let go of what happened and moved on.