more updates tomorrow. off to sws practice.

had temperature taking exercise today in the morning and assembly wasn't in the school hall because of this activity. noraml lessons regained after that. mdm keh did not come today. had our 2nd temperature taking exercise at 11.30 but we draged and delayed because we're doing our art. not bad, i'm almost finishing my canvas. went jurong point to find mum,grandma and bro. meet up with uncle and his wife after that and had hi-tea buffet. thanks uncle for the treat. then we idled in NTUC extra for almost one hour. homed at around 5.30.

i shall go online as few as possible. i need to start studying now. if not, i don't think i will have the time to study during the june holidays because i intend to work. the arrivial of my baby niece is getting nearer and nearer! i can't wait for the time when she comes into this world but at the same time, worry.

i'm bored bored bored bored bored!! nobody is at home to either talk or play with me. i don't know where the hell is my bro, he's usually home when i reached home. my media player keeps repeating 'oregon' over and over again.
anyway, lessons as usual today. alex looked very nervous during the debat session, haha. completed my 5 stations today during pe lesson and then volleyball-ed awhile and went for recess. volleyball-ed again after school with valerie. bought bubble tea and homed at around 3 plus.

thank god, it's friday. i've been waiting so long for this day! normal lessons as usual, the whole school are having their mid year examination while the N lvl classes were having normal lessons. headed home to change then meet eunice at je platform at 2pm. accompanied her to bugis for her shopping then we went OG to find my OG friends. off to meet jia jia and syarinah at marina square after that. swensen's for dinning and i'm really broke now. i even lent out my last $5 to syarinah.lol. then syarinah and me went jp to find jianri, ziheng,sean and geoffery for movie while jia jia and eunice went home. we caught '17 again' and homed after that.

lessons as per normal. the weather is so hot that i'm sweating during lessons. went jurong point with eunice, huimin, jia jia and syarinah. went a few shops to find eunice's bag and homed at around 5.

friendships are easy to be broken but hard to build up. never be nasty to your friend/s cause you'll never know when he/she will leave you. if she leaves you one day, i guess it's time to reflect on what you've done. i've got talked back by someone and it's totally not true. i have my own limitations.

sad to say, we can't book aloha loyang because garden terrance if fully booked but mr tan is helping us to book coasta sand for us. though the location is changed, im still very excited about it. hopefully more people can stay overnight.

anyway, we had the combine step down ceremoy for all CCA in school today. melissa and i reached the school at 6.45. the whole thing lasted for an hour. headed back to class for lesson after that. accompanied vivian for her passport photoshoot after school then headed to 300+ to accompany valerie for her hair cut. homed after that.

normal lessons today. mdm khaw is on course this week and mr seow came to teach us. i almost fall down in class during the growing year series. lol. 2.4km run during p.e nearly kill me. had rehearsal after school for the investigure until 3. volleyball-ed to 3.45, returned the ball to the girls and homed. currently hooked on to paris hilton british best friend. TTYN. off for dinner with mum, bye

the weather is seriously damn bloody idiotic hot! i think i can be grilled if i stand in an open area for an hour. i would feel cold during sws practice usually but i don't feel cold at all today. went home straight for dinner. mum cooked curry chicken! it's been ages since i ate her cooked food. i seriously don't have much to blog these few days but i'm sure that there'll be a longer post next week cause i'll be accompanying eunice for shopping.

the weather today is extremely hot. i was sweating the moment i come out from my bathroom. i guess the temperature hit 39 degrees? had dinner at red hill before fetching mum back from work.

i don't know what's in me this time. flash backs of me and you kept returning these few days. i feel like talking to you but i don't know what to say.

skipped sports day yesterday and went library to study with valerie. SEKING IS THE WINNING HOUSE THIS YEAR!! off to clementi sports hall to watch basketball match. my hair would always stand whenever there's something exciting.lol. though they lost the match, i could see that they're trying hard to gain back the lost points. off to ikea after that and had sausage bread for dinner.

today, lessons as usual. the weather was so hot that i kept perspiring. accompanied valerie to get her hp cover and home after that. napped all the way till 5 plus.

i know syf for band is long over. i felt happy for the gold bands but at the same time, i felt abit of jealousy in me. why are some teachers so willing-ly to scrafice with their members but ours only think of themselves? why is it that some members is willing to scrafice their studies but a handful do not? somebody tagged at the band blog with a very scarstic tone. like hey, what's wrong with us getting a silver? does he/she means that we're not suppose to get a silver? a pile of shit! i hate it when people thinks that playing music is about putting the instrument into your mouth and create sound. playing music ain't easy at all. i just don't know how to explain how it feels like but it's like showing your emotions and sometimes, expressing what you want to say.

yesterday was a busy day for me. i reached home at around 8 and started rushing my homework and checking the chalet price. true enough, i made a mistake about the price. started having headache after that and went to bed at 10pm sharp.

today, lessons as usual and it seems that the day pass quite fast. met the band memebers and had so called meeting. went jurong point with nicholas after that. walked aimlessly till around 5 then homed. i can't wait for band chalet. hopefully my parents allow me to stay because i don't want to travel here and there, plus this is the first time i'm organising chalet for such a big group of people.

went melissa's house after school. our plan was to study but we got bored of it half way and went to switch on the comp and started chatting in msn and blog hopping. hey, it's better than nothing right? at least i did most of my math corrections and i understand why i got the question wrong. i started playing with her webcam and pet society after that. homed at around 5.45.saw han tong half way and gave him 1 lolipop that yammy gave me. geo homework is finishing soon, i can hand it up to my geo teacher on wed, she don't have to keep chasing after me for her work. next homework to finish is english.

pictures on saturday.

friday was good friday as well as amanda's birthday! it was also a BBQ for some of us. people who are present are huimin, sheryl, ziheng,jianri, evan,jiahua,sean,hasif,amanda,tingzhi,zhaoyi,tan xinyi,chee kim,eunice,geoffrey,jia zhen, chao yi. hope i did not leave out any people's name because i'm real tired now. they had a celebration for the April babies and we got flour, cakes all over us. i shampoo-ed my hair in the public for the first time and i got so high that i started singing.lol! borrowed amanda's pants because my pants were all wet. homed at 10 because mum called to rush me home already.

today,woke up at 9.15. prepared, ate breakfast and off to meet valerie at lakeside. went vivian's house after that to help her bring her barangs barangs to mt sophia. it was warm and stuffy there. not to mention the human traffic there. lots of carbon dioxide were produced plus the weather was hot and that explains the whole place warm and stuffy. i don't think the air cons are working because i don't feel like cooling wind at all. took the shuttle bus with valerie to plaza sing then off to meet weilun and kee teng for sws practice. bought subway for dinner and had it while walking to sws room. i kept telling fazilah and joel that 'alice' and 'steven' are just beside them because i was so tired and i need to keep myself awake. damn shitty, my mouth piece cork dropped out and i need to borrow a mouth piece from asman during practice. walked to train station with zavier after that because weilun and kee teng zoom-ed all the way to mrt station after that.

homeworks are not given regularly. my headache is acting up again since yesterday night. i didn't go for the science centre trip because i had headache and partially because i don't feel like going.=x homed and napped till 5.30 and the terrible headache seems to worsen abit after that. band practice resumes yesterday. played oregon, absolute abba and one new march song. went bubble tea shop with eunice and nicholas. homed after that. off to do homework,bye.

i've been wondering,
what kind of future do i want ?
should i go higher nitec?
will i pass my grade 5 theory? i haven been touching it for quite sometime though i touched a bit yesterday but it's equal to nothing. i have already forgotten some of it. i feel that i have wasted melissa's time as well as let her down.
what kind of course should i take next time? fashion design or interior design? should i stick to what i always wanted?

i feel like giving up my studies but i know it's a NO in this society.

i realised that life is so fragile. reality is forever harsh, it makes people feel like giving up sometimes. i had one cousin who feels pain in her bone when her illness act up. she's only 15 and she has to go through so much pain at such a young age. i almost cried out when her mother told me that she felt like giving up once when they can't find any doctor to help her. fortunately, they found someone whom can help her. my heart ache for her. i feel like caring and asking how is she but i don't dare. because i'm afraid that she will find me irritating and i'm not that close with her. life is hard, reality is harsh. always stay postive no matter what happens because there's always someone in this world whom is willing to help and care for you.

bro is back to his camp now. i don't know what is happening to my little finger. it has been shaking the moment i reach home.

i just reached home from my cousin's baby 1st month celebration. he is extremely cute i swear!! his hair is a bit brownish, he looks like some kind of ang mo. i can predict that he will be a very handsome boy next time.haha. i rushed to jurong east after sws practice. crapped a lot with joanne during practice and it started raining half way. walked to mrt station with keeteng and meet up with dad some where near cousin's house.

i'm done with my homeworks! i'm so proud of myself. i thought that i would slack at home AGAIN but my determination wins. band practice resumes next tues!! i cant wait for something to happen. haha. guess most of the band members are tired after a few months of chiong-ing. use this weekend to rest as much as you can! prom night theme is 'simply elegance'

more pictures of yesterday's celebration.

today, friday 3rd april 09
had normal lessons as usual. rushed home, bathes, dry hair and off to imm to meet sheryl and eunice. liza tagged along too. after that, walked to je mrt station to meet the gangs. board the train and off to cine to watch unborn. the show is nice!! the face of the little boy is scary and the sound effect is good. vivian cried when watching half way. HEHE! had pastamia for dinner and i had a good laugh over there. alex was imitating how vivian ate her pizza and how she dig her mouth. i laughed till i cry. walked around and photo taking session in far east. trained home at around 8.30pm. more photos will be up when vivian upload the pics into her blog. these are what i had in my phone.

Goh Swee Ling is my name and my birthday falls on 1st April. i am a clarinetist of hua yi concert band and singapore wind symphony youth winds. i love monkey, chocolates and gummies. i am irritating and crazy sometimes. i treat my blog as an online diary so i post all my emotions inside. last but not least, i'm actually kidding when i say i'm pretty and adorable.


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