ALL THE BEST TO EVERYONE WHO IS TAKING O LVL CHINESE TOMORROW!!

melissa, please don't come back so early.LOL!

had student counsellor investure today during assembly and i find the whole thing cool! i love how everybody sat down on the last beat. it's like 'zoom' and everybody was seated.lol. congrats jasmin for being the president! i know it's kind of late la, but it's the thoughts that count eh? went up to the computer lab to do survey after that. pe lesson was next and as usual, we played volleyball. saw nick during recess! lol, i don't know why but i feel happy when i see any of 4n1'08 member. had ITE talk after recess then normal lessons. band after school and it was tiring. went through the same old songs and practice ended at 6.

poor me, i have no dinner tonight. the dumpling that bro and his wife brought home is not nice and i'm kind of a bit full from that mouthful of dumpling. so i just have one more piece of bread and tadang~ this is my dinner.lol. i have no craving for anything also and my headache is coming on and off. shit the bloody hot weather!
i have 3 more homeworks and i don't feel like doing either one. i feel like nua-ing until the clock strikes ten.lol. how? i hate homeworks and my head feels heavy. i may be trimming my hair on friday because it's kind of thick. see how it goes.

last year's gathering
this year's gathering.

OMG!!!! my husband is handsome rrrriiiggghhhhtt!! *drools* i don't mind being his wife though i'm six years younger than him. he has the criteria that i wanted which is good looking, funny ,adorable ,sing well and most importantly, caring. <3 hearts hearts!

lol, it has been long since i went crazy about an idol. well, i'm just an ordinary girl afterall. GG steamboat pictures will be posted after i'm done watching We Got Married. my husband is in this show after eposide 9. go check it out, it's very funny and i laughed like mad for some part. and according to my bro, i had been sleep talking for the past few days. here's one yesterday(i was shouting from my room to the living room):

me:quan! ( i don't call my brothers 'kor kor or didi)
*no response*
me:QUAN! (shout even louder)
bro: what?!
me: i still got a lot of esposides that i haven't watched
bro: huh? (thinking in his head that i just finished watching boys over flowers before i went to bed)
me: i still got a lot of eposides that i haven't watched!
bro: *don't want to response. knowing that i'm sleep talking again*

i'll be back on friday with pictures because GG is coming over to my house for steamboat. just 10 more eposides!


band practice tomorrow! i feel like playing alvamar overture and other old songs. 5 more eposides more!

yup, blogskin changed. there's no reason for you not to tag my tagboard, lazybums.=))
my arms ache from yesterday's swimming 'lesson' and i slept the whole day.

yesterday
had normal lessons as usual. was supposed to accompany valerie to get her retainer but my beloved teacher purposely dragged the time and released us to near two. i was so frustrated that i kept scolding her. i wont complain much IF you inform us earlier that you're going to detain us but you just drag the lesson even after 1.30 and you did not even let us know that you're dragging the lesson till you finish that fucking worksheet. how unreasonable can you be? i know that you had something against me, but do you think i care? don't forget, i treat people the way they treat me. went teh tarik with sheryl, huimin, jiajia and syarinah after that. had lemon blended, my new favourite. homed after that. cooked dinner, ate, used a bit of comp and off to jp to meet sook yee for an interview. the manager said quite a lot of stuffs and i was late for sws practice. i rushed like mad the moment i alight from the train and i almost fall down in the control station. reached home at around 11 then bathed and slept.

today
woke up later than usual, prepared and off to take 157 to meet jiajia. normal lessons as usual, disappointed with my chem result.lesson was dragged to 1.30 then rush off to meet melissa for swimming. took 185 to jurong west stadium.while we're changing, melissa said this:
melissa: do you want to buy my bra? i sell it to you at $10.50.
me: o.O WTF?!
changed and down to the pool. melissa taught me how to swim breast stroke. lol, i won't let history repeats itself. can you believe it? the last time i went swimming(with yam again), i almost drowned in a 1.6m pool. ya ya ya, laugh all you want, a 1.55m girl drowned in a 1.6m pool
swampereding (according to nick for the past tense of swim) till 4.15 then bathed and off to pioneer mall for chocolate sundae. walked around for awhile and we almost got lost there,lol. took 99 back home.PEOPLE, TTTTTTAAAAGGGGG!!!!! don't just read.

off to sws practice. update more about today tomorrow.

YOU'RE THE WORST TEACHER I'VE EVER MET!

i don't know why. i'm feeling very sensative again. this feeling sucks like fucking shit. a little action seems nothing but it seems hurting to me. fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i blame myself again for my carelessness six months ago. it hurts, all my friends are studying very hard for their exams but what about me? i'm going through the same old fucking routine without any familar faces. i'm left behind...

normal lessons as usual. mrs pan and mdm ng did not come to school today and we had 1.5 hours of free time. next was biology lesson. i would feel that my eyes are dropping during bio lesson and i don't know why. bio is one of my stronger subject, minus the chapter about heart. don't pray pray, i used to be top in class for bio ok.LOL! went felicia's house to study after school with yammy. didn't really study much because i'm damn exhausted and i slept at 1am yesterday. was resting my head on the table for around 2mins and the security guard came to wake me up with those idiot tone. can't he just say in a proper tone? don't tell me he won't feel tired during his school days. if he's really smart, he would not be working as a securtiy guard but someone working in the office with high post. went gek poh to buy dinner and home after that.
i went to cut my own fringe again.lol, it's short now lllllaa. nevermind, hair will grow. i'm in love with the song mary and yam sent me.

it's been 3 days since i blogged. i shall start from friday.

friday
normal lessons as usual. went home,bathed and off to NUH for sis-in-law's check up. my niece is healthy!! had subway for dinner and i bet with mum that if i can lose 4kg in 2 months, she will give me $50 to shop. that gives me even more motivation to slim down asap.

saturday
initially plan was to study in the library with eunice first before meeting classmates but it was a public holiday, the library is not open. saw ziheng while crossing the road and we ran to catch up with him.lol! a few of my classmates were playing basketball at art park so we headed there to study at the study corner. studied all the way till 12 and the guys plus eunice wanted to have lunch.i didn't join them as i'm meet mum. so i went aunt's house to meet cousin, grandma, aunt and mum. walked to jurong point to take bus to a temple in bukit batok to pray. back to jurong point for lunch after that. had YAMI-YOGHURT again. lol, i think i'm hooked onto this thing. walked around and bought sushi back to aunt's house for dinner.

sunday
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY! i woke up at 9.15, prepared and off to sws for practice. headed off to jurong point to meet bro to buy grandma and aunt their mother's day present. stayed there for the whole day and went back home for dinner. bathed and off to grandma's house again as another cousins were there,lol. home at 10.

off to library to study with melissa now!

swsy is having a concert on 27th june (sat), 3pm at Singapore Confrence Hall. tickets are sold at $12 each. people, if you're interested, you can contact or tag my tagboard. thanks.

no temperature taking exercise today because there's combine assembly. normal lessons after that. went valerie' house to study after school with yam. ate,talked,played,studied then home at around 5.15.

don't ever mix leadership together with studies. both of them are two different things. does it mean that a leader should or should i say MUST have good grades? come on la, not everybody is smart up there. there's always someone better than you, this society is full of competition. i hate it when i was told that i should score better because i'm a repeat-er. hello, i hasn't been studying since the day when my N lvl ends and i started working straight after my papers all the way till now. i admit i wasn't paying attention since the school starts, i know that's my mistake but it's because i haven't stand up from that deep fall. i have been thinking about everything that had happen after the incident. sometimes, i would feel watery in my eyes.
please! how can i possibly score well or rather extremely well(that's what all of you expect) without revising for about half a year ? i know my conditions. i know that i will forget things very easily and that's why i don't want to start studying so early, get it? i hate it when i'm reminded of my age, i hate it when people expect too much from me, i hate it when people think that i should score even better than the whole class because i've learnt the topics already, I HATE ALL THESE! i'm not perfect or intelligent. don't expect too much from me because im afraid of disappointing people and worst, myself. i've a very stupid brain up there, i'm not like those smart kids out there who can score A1s after studying non-stop. know me well first before expecting things from me. but since i've given my promise to mdm khaw, i will try to do well and listen attentively in class.
pick on me all you want, because you're hated by almost the whole class. but if i can't stand you anymore, i would just blast out. don't bother calling my parents during that time because i'm not as unreasonable as you. i don't blast or flare up for nothing. i'm anything about most of the things but do not cross my limit line.

the weather is killing me!i perspired the moment i came out of my bathroom and i can feel that i'm melting every minute. dad drove me to school because it was raining and we had temperature taking exercise again today. according to melissa, we'll be having this exercise till 31st may. sian, i'm gonna miss 1 hour of art lesson every week. studied with melissa, han tong, ziheng and benard after school. valerie joined not long after. crapped, joked, high-ed, studied then left at 4pm. we locked melissa inside the classroom twice and she had this giantic force in her which made her able to open the door with benard, han tong and valerie using all their energy to prevent her from coming out. no wonder she was called lorry yam. LOL! we dragged benard into one of the classroom and locked him up. he got free after using all the energy he has to push the door. next was me, i used all the energy i had and the door is like not moving at all. stupid benard and ziheng held the door so tightly that i can't even push open the door. han tong went in after awhile and i used him to get free. haha. was sweating like hell after that then homed with benard and ziheng.

just came back from jurong point with charmaine, nicholas and eunice. had temperature taking exercise again today. the first thing i saw in school was mr soo wearing the mask and the security guard told me that they're like ultraman.lol! headed up to class, intending to finish my forgotten social studies homework but i went up to 5n1 to find my friends. had normal lessons after temperature taking. had 1 hour of art today because there's 2nd temperature taking exercise at 11.30am. mdm khaw was absent from school. had our new seating arrangement. met the band members after school for awhile and went jp with charmaine and nicholas. watched them eat subway and eunice came to join us for awhile. i just weighed myself a few days before and i gained 2kgs! like wtf?!?! diet plan is up again. it's a good chance to save money also.

bro told me that i sleep talk again yesterday and it was damn funny. he was having a conversation with my mum and i just talked to them. what's more funny was that when he asked me to repeat myself, i repeated what i said but the first two words are clear.the other parts of the sentence are muffled.

today
i woke up the earliest among my 2 other siblings and started rotting infront of my television eating my breakfast. when there was no show, i moved my butt to the front of my comp and started blog hopping, chatting and listening to songs till now. received pictures from vivian and started blogging. time to study! i can't slack my free time away, i want to make every weekend as fruitful as possible.

pictures of yesterday's pinic. i seriously enjoyed myself a lot.

today
wake up at 9.15, bathed and started making sandwiches. off to meet vivian at jurong point with mum. accompanied her to get her spects then off to ntuc extra to buy paper plates. had my first yami-yoghurt and it tasted nice! took train to joo koon with vivian to explore the station and it was funny when everybody started changing to the train opposite at joo koon. meet up with yam and mary at lakeside then off to botanic garden. had my first picnic there. ate the things that we brought and we started playing games. left the place at around 3+ and off to bugis for window shopping. meet dad and bro in jurong point and went ntuc extra again to buy ingredients for dinner. pics will be up during the next post.

yesterday

had normal lessons as usual. math period was funny because we're guessing which person we're acting. went recess with sheryl,jiajia,syarinah,hui min and eunice. went valerie's house to bake muffin. i almost went blind and deaf in val's house. that melissa is forever acting cute and saying bhb words.lol. homed at around 5.30. had dinner at home and went for sws practice. the songs are diffcult and i was like stunning and stoning. home straight at that.

Goh Swee Ling is my name and my birthday falls on 1st April. i am a clarinetist of hua yi concert band and singapore wind symphony youth winds. i love monkey, chocolates and gummies. i am irritating and crazy sometimes. i treat my blog as an online diary so i post all my emotions inside. last but not least, i'm actually kidding when i say i'm pretty and adorable.


person Reached me .

Vivian
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BiWei
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Charmaine(swsy)
Cheryl
Christine
Felicia
Hyband
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Rachel
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Xue Ling
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