HAPPY 1 WEEK OLD! the above pic is my dad carrying my niece, Sharmaine Goh Yi Xuan. cute isn't it? she don't cry when we wash her up now but she always don't want to drink milk/ sleep when i'm practising my clarinet. naughty eh? she had a small conversation with me just now with her 'eh..ah..' nowadays i would chiong home after school or if i have nothing to do to see her. i would squeeze into the bus if possible to reach home as soon as i'm released. good aunt right? i know i know. she has big eyes too.

overdue pics that were in my phone.

freak! i'm left with one more page of prep work to draw. idiot! i thought i can sleep latest at 11 but i think i'll have to sleep arround 1 or 2 already. wa piang!

tiring day as usual. niece is getting more and more cute, like me.LOL! prep work is finishing soon. dateline is tomorrow and i have to finish before 2 because i'm having mother tongue N lvl oral tomorrow.


my heart still feels weird whenever i see my face missing from the picture i used to be in for the past few years. so many faces gone, so many things missed out.nevertheless, memories are still kept in the deepest part of my heart; for those were the happiest part of my sec school life.

busy busy busy busy busy!

today'll be about trying to finish my prepartory studies for art, practising maths and taking care of my cousin. lol. 3 more days to go and that's the end of prelims.

i wanted to share my niece's pictures with you people but there's problem with my computer. may be i'll ask yam to help me upload later.lol! she is ssssssssssssssoooooooooo cccccccccccuuuuuuuuuuutttttttttteeeeee!!! but fierce also. like me right? i know i know. LOL! she does not like to bathe and drink water. she cried her lungs out when i helped her change her diapers just now. SHE HAS BIG EYES ALSO! meeting yam to study later~

off to hospital to visit my sis in law now. she just gave birth to a baby girl today morning.

let's put our hands together to welcome SHERMAINE GOH YI XUAN!!

• social studies paper
• went for art class after that
• mdm keh treated us to prata
• band after that
• home at 5.30.

grandma, i love you. wait for me tomorrow =) i'm coming over to visit you <33

i'm off to school. bye people~

had geography paper today. i don't want to make any comments. i'd reply 'ok lor' or 'no comments' if you ask me how was it. not trying to be attitude or whatever, just don't want to give myself and others false hope. i'm scared that things will turn out to be the opposite again, i dare not put too much hope in myself. anyway, i went home to take a nap after paper. was seriously tired. sleeping at near 12 and waking up at 4.30 to study. but i think not much informations went into my head because i was day dreaming most of the time.

headed to aunt's house yesterday evening to celebrate cousin's birthday. had an extremely sinful and fulfilling dinner. when i stepped onto my weighing scale today, it showed 'to be continued'.

everything will be alright. wait for me to visit you on wed after my paper. i love you like how you shower your love to me when i was young <3

supposed to meet nicholas to study at jp library but it was packed with people so i went home. stupid shit! made me bring my barangs barangs to practice just now. it was so heavy lor! i was sweating like running tap water on my way home. idiot shit! made me so pissed off! go build the library bigger la,asshole! prelims starts tomorrow. all the best to everybody!

mood swing sucks big time. everything just pissed me to the extreme that i'll show my sulky face. minor thing like picking up the phone can make me boil up to my neck. fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck!

ANYBODY WANTS TO GO OUT AND STUDY TOMORROW?! I'M AVAILABLE! JIO ME JIO ME!
(lol! sounds like some kind of despo whore)

just reached home from library with yam. i tell you, never ask melissa out to study unless you have no choice. she's such a pain in my ass just now.LOL! she kept acting cute with her not-so-innocent-face and i almost vomited out. saw ivy while waiting for her and yingxue and xinyi while studying half way. yam and i were seated at the childen's floor and the kids are extremely cute! they're so adorable and naive! had takoball after studying. she went to meet her bf after that and i went home.

tiis ish sho foolneh~ muiie ish sho bored and muiie lurve twiit =DD

Swee Ling-said:
muiie miish euu
reSHOP, reUSE, reCYCLE said:
ccb
Swee Ling-said:
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reSHOP, reUSE, reCYCLE said:
ccb la
reSHOP, reUSE, reCYCLE said:
lol
Swee Ling- said:
dunch lyk dhat larxzxzxzxz. muiie yr girlfriend lerx
reSHOP, reUSE, reCYCLE said:
okiee larzxz muackszx muackszxxzxxz
Swee Ling- said:
lol! aii nii
reSHOP, reUSE, reCYCLE said:
aii niiiiiiii 2

• played hide and seek with a butterfly this morning when i woke up to study
• had lessons as usual
• went jurong point with huimin,syarinah and eunice after school
• had waffles with chocolate ice cream at new york new york because eunice needs to take picture
• homed at around 3+
• saw a few of my male classmates.
• studying with melissa yam tomorrow at jp library at 12.30.
• prelim first paper is starting next monday.
• i love my class!

7 years and still counting <33

yesterday was an extremely tiring day. i woke up at 4.15 as usual to study then off to school at 6.45. it started pouring heavily when i was on my way to my house bus stop. messaged yam to ask her to help me bring her jacket. same routine as usual, tried to stayed awake during lessons, crapped, laughed except that the weather was colder than the past few months. then went to meet GG to celebrate charmaine's 16th birthday. we had pepper lunch and there are no pranks this time. guess we ran out of ideas? see la! combined everything on me during my birthday; flours,chilli water. walked around for awhile then off to meet primary school friends. caught 'obessed'. christine thought that the show was a horror movie but it turned out to be i-don't-know-what-kind-of-movie-with-one-mad-girl-harrassing-the-lead-actors'-family. LOL! homed at around 9.30 with jesslyn. mind you, i was still in my school uniform.hardcore huayi fan ok! lol!

overslept today.lol! too tired la, cannot blame. i snoozed my alarm to 5 but it did not ring. having such a 'caring' form teacher, i lied that i had headache =x and surprisingly, the school called me up to ask why i was absent from school. good news! my niece will be born in another 1-2 weeks!

pics taken with olga when we went to fetch melissa from the airport.

what the hell is '___ bought you as a pet' thing in facebook?

languages paper 1 today. i do not want to say anything and don't ask me how was it. just wait patiently for my results. opened the band room at around 1 after my mother tongue paper. played through old songs and locked the door at 3pm. went bubble tea with nicholas after that. charmaine's birthday celebration tomorrow and meeting primary school friends for movie at night.

as i intended, i woke up at 4.15 to memorise the format for eng paper 1 situational writing. i'm afraid that i'd forget everything the next day when i wake up so i set my alarm to 4.15. off to school now. wish me good luck for my language papers 1 later~

N lvl eng oral is a killer this year. last year's was much better. i crapped a lot and i kept stambling and i just say anything that was in my mind. waited for the rest and homed at around 4.30. prelim language papers tomorrow. sleeping at 8 later and hopefully i can wake up at 4 to study my format and stuffs.

fuck mood swing. but somehow, 'spirited away' managed to cheer me up a little.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H82QHiUvY5E go watch this. joe hisaishi is OMGLY GOOD! i'm impressed with all his work. his version of prince monokoe is really thumbs up. go watch go watch.

MELISSA TANG SHER LING AKA BEAR IS BACK!!
went airport with olga in the afternoon just now to fetch her back. i was like a country pumpkin and kept wa-ing at the beautiful structures. and you know what?! they even have a train to all terminal. ok, you can't blame me for being so sua gu. i haven been stepping into the airport ever since p6, which was 5 years ago.olga brought me to explore the place before waiting for melissa at terminal 3. initially it was awkward when her family members are around but things got normal after awhile. went her house after that for presents! natalie joined us at4+. melissa's dad drove us to clementi at around 6.30 then we took bus 99 back.

i've been thinking whether to cut my hair to shoulder length after prom night these few days and everybody was telling me not to cut. but i feel like having a new hair style. i'm sick of this hairstyle now though i used to love it a lot. mum has not been supportive with me wanting to change hairstyle. she wants me to keep this long hair and it's really ridiculous when she said that she'll disown me if i cut my hair short. i know she don't mean it but hey! it's my hair, i got my own rights to cut the way i wanted. i'm already 17, not 7. i suggested perm and she said no. i suggested short and she said no. then what she want 'prawn'. i'll see how it goes after prom night. for now, i won't do anything to my hair cause it has always been my wish to have long hair during prom night. wan ni, you mia is it? you haven been online-ing these few days. i need your opinions!

on a lighter note, GG is having buffet at ri ben chu on national day eve.

I'M HUNGRY!! the char siew bao on my living room table is calling out for me. how?

went mary's house to bake today. vivian joined us at 1+. cam whored, danced and off to HKE to wait for amanda. thanks amanda for being our first customer! had fillet o fish for dinner and left at 6.30.

i just finished all my moodle homework and i felt like i'm dying soon.LOL! meeting charmaine tomorrow for revision! haven been studying for the past 3 days because lost my motivation suddenly. let's hope that tomorrow's mugging session will trigger back my motivation to study.


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before i update, there's a confession i would like to make. I LOVE KIM HUN JOONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lol, update update.

out to suntec city with valerie today in search for melissa tang's sarah brightmen album. had long john for branch and i got myself a new pumps. took 502 home at around 4.30.

pic taken last thurs while waiting for felicia


pics taken today

I WANT TO GO SHOPPING!!!!!!!!!!

5 years ago, i got in touch with music knowing nothing. but the curiousity inside me made me wants to learn more. i started working hard, making it part of my daily life and getting used to it.
though it's not easy, i managed to pull through each time. there were negative and positive comments. my determination makes me want to improve more and play better. there were times when i felt like giving up but my passion told me not to. till now, i'm not any good player but i'll still continue to work hard to fulfill my dream and overcome any obstacles that i'm facing now.

nicknames like band freak, clarinettist1314 were given by friends but i don't mind. 5 years ago, i've told myself that i would be serious this time round (because im always changing cca in primary school) and i began sinking in deeper and deeper. lol! sounds like i'm in a bgr. but that's my relationship i had with music now; 5 years and still going strong. LMAO!

once i decided on something, i seldom give up. that's me. but i know somethings would be neglected. for this case, studies. but i'm trying hard to cope both things together now as Ns is approaching soon. don't worry, i wont stress myself up because it's unnecessary i find. i'm still enjoying life to the maximum now though i'm consistantly reminded that prelims or Ns are coming. i'm doing my part as a student now, so i won't regret. that's life.

back to school tomorrow for art. hopefully i can finish my canvas tomorrow and yes! i'm 50% done with my art. prepatory studies is always the most boring part in art but i'll try to finish it asap so that i won't get nagged by mdm keh.lol!

random post.

• finally it's raining! the weather had been so warm for the past few days.
• my stomach is feeling a bit weird after drainking 1 cup of coffee just now when studying.
• i want to play danse diabolique,noahs ark,pirate's dream.
• i'm not taking exam break.
• performing for press play this nov(i think)
• promised joanne that i'll perform with her if she's performing.
• heard that we'll be playing noahs ark.(yeahness!)
• i have 2 weeks of sws and huayi band break.
• more band breaks = more time to study.
• i need a hair cut and i need to trim my eye brown.
• i can't wait for prelim to start.
• melissa will be back in less than a week's time.
• i'll be slaughter alive by her sooner or later.lol
• i need some kind souls to donate me their last year Chemisty N lvl 10 year series ans sheet.
• dad is cooking fried noodles for dinner.

performed in the world cyber games competition today with sws. i was stunned by how some cosplay player dressed. my eyes are O.O when i saw people dressed until very scary-ly especially when they're huge in size. i screwed up as usual. FFX was the worst. i thought i took out all the pages and did not check but who knows i left one page inside the folder. so fazilah and i missed the entirely whole page. went marina square after performance then off to chinatown to meet mum after everybody finished their lunch. had kfc for dinner and i finally had chesse fries after craving for so long. reached home at 10 plus and my legs are feeling very wobby-ly.

skipped school today and did self revision. it was not as effective as the day before because i was boiling hot inside while revising half way and i went to use the comp. world cyber game contest rehearsal yesterday with sws was tiring. i went over to suntec straight after studying at westmall mac with charmaine, chaoxiang and nic. i thought i went to the wrong destination because the door was closed at hall 402. i was panicking and felt lost and luckily keeteng called in time. felt as though keeteng was an angel at that moment.LOL! she came out to fetch me then set up the place and started our rehearsal. one of the backstage crew was damn damn guai lan. the spot light was so glaring and we could not see our score so we requested them to dimmer the lights and he said 'like that don't perform lor'. stupid four eyed man, you're the worst performer i'd ever seen. he told us that he was once a performer too(pui!) the whole rehearsal ended at around 9.30. packed up, helped a abit and homed.
i'm lazy to practice but there's performance this sat. how?

i've been refraining myself from calling you useless but ..

update more tomorrow. i'm extremely exhausted. hopefully i would be able to wake up tomorrow morning for school.

skipped school today and did self revision at home. managed to finish reading a few days of newspaper and studied about rivers. will be back to school tomorrow.

Goh Swee Ling is my name and my birthday falls on 1st April. i am a clarinetist of hua yi concert band and singapore wind symphony youth winds. i love monkey, chocolates and gummies. i am irritating and crazy sometimes. i treat my blog as an online diary so i post all my emotions inside. last but not least, i'm actually kidding when i say i'm pretty and adorable.


person Reached me .

Vivian
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Melissa
BiWei
Charmaine
Charmaine(swsy)
Cheryl
Christine
Felicia
Hyband
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Olga
Rachel
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