8.31.2009' Monday, August 31, 2009
maggie family feast.fuck, i seriously need to lose weight. at least 2kgs within 2 months. my face is getting more and more round like last time. exercise, eat less, exercise, eat less.
' Monday, August 31, 2009
sharmaine's botak look. cute right?! she's getting smarter and smarter each day and she can see now!
- teachers' day celebration.
- band played charlie brown and mei gui hua.
- we screwed up the beginning of charlie brown.
- saw nicholas,razanah,farhan,farid and aisyah and we took pictures.
- played a few old songs in band room after performance.
- rushed to jurong point with yam to meet wanni and mary.
- caught coco before chanel.
- not a really nice show.
- i almost fell asleep.
- girlfriends headed to my house for 'maggie family feast'.
- played donkey using poker cards and had truth for forfeit.
- they left at around 7.
farhan!
razanah!
nicholas!
8.28.2009' Friday, August 28, 2009
roses are lurbb lurbb! i love blue roses especially because it is in my favourite colour and i find it unique.haven been using computer for the past four days as i had been reaching home at near 7. headache acted up on wed and lasted till thurs morning.
went ri ben chun with jiajia,sheryl,huimin,cheekim,xinyi,amanda,zhuanyi,ziheng,jianri,jiahua,bentan,zhian on thurs. it was a pity that i had to leave early because there's teacher's day rehearsal. i was only 2/3 full then,lol.
today was a cold day i suppose? played volleyball during pe and no more learning piano.lol. time to shed fats already. i'm getting rounder and rounder. band after school then was released at 5.20. went aunt's house to carry niece back home.
8.24.2009' Monday, August 24, 2009
niece is already one month old! my mum brought her to a salon to shave away all her hair yesterday. i haven taken any pics of her botak head yet. will post up once i've taken it.saturday
was suppose to study with hantong,vivian and shawn(maybe) but it was cancelled in the morning. then i met vivian at 2.30 for yam's present. headed off to aunt's house after that as niece was over there. my parents,bro and sis in law went out to send the 1st month gift. relatives headed over to my house for celebration at around 10. played wii with cousin and both of us looked like we're from mental hospital. everybody left at around 2.30.
sunday
had sws in the morning. played through multitude, 1712 overture, sixth suite and reflection. packed up and homed at around 2.30 with xueling. stoned and slacked at home.
today
shifted my self study day to today because there's teacher's day rehearsal tomorrow. niece is not feeling well, will be bringing her down to the clinic later. my house estate is getting more and more convenience, there's a coffeeshop, mamashop, seven eleven and clinic. though the food selling in the coffeeshop does not taste nice but at least it's still edible. may be sooner or later, the government will build a market on the plain field across the road.
8.21.2009' Friday, August 21, 2009
thank god it's FRIDAY!!niece's 1 month old birthday tomorrow! will be out studying with hantong,vivian shawn(maybe) and bernard(maybe).
8.20.2009' Thursday, August 20, 2009
i lack of photos to update. so ya, bear with the old pics.lessons as per normal. sheryl taught me piano during pe. went for dental after school with eunice and huimin. then walked home with jiajia. people, tag! i know who's reading=D
8.18.2009' Tuesday, August 18, 2009
remember this? how i wish that i can turn back the clock to 3 years ago where there are no stress; just carefree life. i used to stay back till 6.30 everyday during sec 2 to play volleyball and i never once studied. i don't have to worry about not scoring well because there are always CA and SA marks to pull you up if you did not perform well for end of year examinations. teachers would be helping by saying good words about you so that you won't get retain if you're a good student.
i'm currently angry at myself for not studying when N level first paper is just 2-3 weeks away. class gang and i made a pact to skip school to study every tuesday but i failed though today is only the first day. i tried to memorise 'globalisation' just now but nothing went into my peanut brain. fuck this! i'm getting sick and tired after chionging straight for 2 years. what's more? there's a more tiring 3rd year waiting for me because we're talking about O lvls next year. nabei! why must we be judged by a piece of paper? i've lost to the harsh reality, i'm feeling lethargic and my mind needs a break. i feel that i can break into pieces anytime. i'm not as strong as i look.
8.16.2009' Sunday, August 16, 2009
had sws today. sight read all songs except for noah's ark and i almost died half way.lol. went jp for subway after band with xueling,keeteng,aaron and weilun. talked, crapped, laughed and home at around 6.i'm just wondering, what if i'm gone one day? will anybody cry for me? will anybody miss me? will i be forgotten easily?
8.15.2009' Saturday, August 15, 2009
went library to study with bernard and vivian today. finished one maths paper 1 and studied a bit of social studies. went back home to take money and off to jurong point for dinner with vivian. bernard left early for church. homed after that. then went nursing home with dad to visit grandma.
i'm feeling terrible because i can't help you.
i controlled my tears from coming out just now when i knew you fainted a few days back.i want you to know how much you mean to me but i don't dare to tell you. i've always love you, i've always care for you. grandma, i love you.
8.14.2009' Friday, August 14, 2009
normal lessons as usual. finally played volleyball during pe. anyway, i went for band after school. played a bit of Eb during break time and my high notes sound very horrible. went for dinner with chaoxiang and nicholas at around 6.30.
Swee Ling- says:
>>> cute?
SHANLING says:
??
SHANLING says:
me?
Swee Ling- says:
MY DISPLAY PIC LA!
buay tahan her bhb-ness.
8.12.2009' Wednesday, August 12, 2009
monday
went out with eunice to search for her NUM stuffs. it was cine-heeren-bugis-vivo-cathay.went home at around 6.
tuesday
normal lessons. band after school. then had AZ'09 dinner at wang zai. charmaine joined us after 8. pics are in facebook.
today
skipped school. woke up at 11.30, had brunch then took care of niece till now. initial plan was to study but niece has been crying when we put her down onto the bed. worst of all, mum is working, sis in law is having an interview somewhere and grandma don't want to come up! siao! bro and me had a hard time together. hahaha, he has to scrafice his sleep and i have to scrafice my study.
i bear grudges. think what had you done to make me pick on you so much, slut! you started the whole thing so don't say i'm bias,you hairless pussy blacky!
8.09.2009' Sunday, August 09, 2009
rotted the whole day today. seriously no life man. i went out for dinner with dad, mum and bro in the evening. before that, we went to st juke's to visit grandma. glad that she's getting better now. home at around 8.
i'm sorry that i'm no good
i could not help when you're in agony.
i'm bad.
8.08.2009' Saturday, August 08, 2009
kim hyun joong still makes me drool out a bucket of saliva whenever i see him on tv. HE'S SO HANDSOME LA!!! even my mum agress with me. he's so man in this pic right?! *drools drools*anyway, i went to the library with melissa to do some revision today. it was quite a fruitful one for me. tamil tigers, bloody sunday, sinhala only policy, etc. both of us got bored half way while studying and decided to have a competition among us. we managed to squeeze in 12 marshmellow into our mouth. then yam went over to my house to see my niece and we went jurong point for long john. we saw one man pouring everybody's leftovers into his plate and he began eating. he attracted a lot of attention by the consumers. it was seriously gross. walked around after that and homed at 8.
my bro is such a pain in my ass. mind your own business! what i blog has got nothing to do with you. so what i'm crazy about kim hyun joong? he's much much much much muchx1000000000 handsome and cute than you.
8.06.2009' Thursday, August 06, 2009
rachel's birthday celebration. i think from the expression we showed shows that we had a hard time taking this pic.lol!it was the normal routine again. school then home. art is finally done! no more staying back after school to rush finish everything. i met up with olga yesterday after art to take the watermelon sweets as well as the others' presents that melissa gave them. then went jurong point to pass jiajia her birthday present.
helped an old lady this afternoon to bring her stuffs to her house void deck with ivy,yam and felicia.
i dreamt that i became a vampire yesterday. the whole scene was funny and ridiculous. i dreamt that i became a vampire and i killed my sis in law and drank her blood. then, i messaged edward cullen how can i drink animals blood instead of human's and he replied me 'self control'. then i don't know what happened, a group of people together with edward cullen and me were at some place. i woke up after that. edward cullen's face was all black because i don't even know how he looks like. funny and ridiculous right?! how could i possibly kill my sis in law when i don't even kill any insect? may be i'm the bella in my dream.LOL! the movie twilight is not as good as the storybook. i wonder how 'new moon' will be like. i'm waiting for it to show this dec holiday.=D more edward cullen and bella swan please~
8.04.2009' Tuesday, August 04, 2009
gotten back geography results back today. lessons were kind of boring especially social studies. i tried to listen but i don't know what is she talking about so i gave up half way. went for band till around 5 after that. need to study a bit here and there so that i won't forget all those i've studied. it's easier for me when Ns are nearing.
i'm addicted to twilight recently. or rather, edward cullen and bella's vampire and human love story. i used to be extremely stubborn and kept rejecting my friends when i told them i'm not interested in the movie nor the books when they offered them to me. however, the first day i started reading twilight, i'm hooked onto it. initially, i wanted to read them to improve my eng but it turns out.. haha. i tried to finish as soon as possible to go on to the next book. i'm moving on to the third book, eclipse and ivy forgot to bring the book today. i tell you, my whole body is feeling itchy the whole day without reading the book. i begged and bootlicked vivian to let me go her house to take the twilight cd just now but she don't want. i don't blame her, she's sick. i tried looking for the movie yesterday night but the whole movie is not posted up in youtube because of copyright. nevermind, i shall take the disc from vivian tomorrow. by the way, 'river flows in you' IS HELL NICE! play me this song and i'll marry you.LOL!
8.03.2009' Monday, August 03, 2009
the weather have been kind of stuffy recently and my headaches are acting up. gotten back my prelims results today. extremely disappointed. stayed back for art after school and left with huimin at 5.30.just how many try harder next time do i have? none. i had a hard time controlling them from flowing down. i know i would have done better. i know i know! words are cheap. stop telling me to top the level again. never have high expectations of me, im not worth it. i have a stubborn mindset of 'why do we have to study so hard for that damn stupid piece of paper. everything will be gone when it catches fire'. so stop telling me to top. i know i can't. i know my own limits. i don't like to study, i don't like to do projects. this is me. i know myself best than anyone. i wanted to hate myself, but i realised that i love myself so much that i can't bear to hate myself.
8.01.2009' Saturday, August 01, 2009
yesterday was hantong and nicholas' birthday celebration. we had a simple dinner at teh tarik. people who went were vivian,alex,melissa,valerie,asyraf,munwah,bernard,benedict,benezi,wailap,
zhisheng, baihaqi, the two birthday boys and nicholas' girlfriend. went over to find eunice, chaoxiang,jasmin and nicholas after that. we chatted about our futures, our past crushes, what kind of spouses we wanted. took pictures then homed after that. jasmin had joined in the gang and we changed our name to AZ, no more gossip gang.
