1.30.2010' Saturday, January 30, 2010
sometime around this time last year, we were busy preparing for syf and concert. remember the intensive trainings? the extra sectionals? the scoldings?actually i have nothing to blog, lol. glad that there is only chinese homework for me this weekend. finally a day for me to really rest.
sight read turandot yesterday. total maddness! the key signatures are constantly changing! it sounded like a disaster, lol.
side track abit, chinese new year is just another 2-3 weeks. i have yet to buy my new year stuffs and i think i need to shed some weight in case i eat too much again.
1.28.2010' Thursday, January 28, 2010
school is always boring and tiring for all students. had maths remedial after school till 5.45. felt really demoralised when i counted the mock test paper reults. don't tell me it is just the beginning of the year. i don't buy that. i SHOULD have studied during my break last year, but i did not. blame it on my laziness, no point talking empty words.
finally some new pictures to blog.
this is brownie. she has been up on my bag since last year.
1.27.2010' Wednesday, January 27, 2010
OLGA LOVES ME!
20:22:53I say: OLGA IS A FLIRT!
20:23:01dejectedpoet says: !!
20:23:05dejectedpoet says: how can u say like this
20:23:13dejectedpoet says: i'm yours and only yours!
20:23:15dejectedpoet says: ;p
20:23:20I say: because you have a lot guys in mind
20:23:27I say: i know you're lying to me.
20:23:39dejectedpoet says: no la!
20:23:45dejectedpoet says: only you k!
20:23:46dejectedpoet says: =(
20:23:52I say: prove to me
20:25:38dejectedpoet says: wheres the trust in us
20:25:46dejectedpoet says: why would u need prove if u trust me
20:25:50dejectedpoet says: haha!
20:26:27I say: because you have a lot of guys in your heart. i'm no longer the one and only one in your heart now
20:26:28I say: lol!
20:26:54dejectedpoet says: aiyaa. guys only! but i'm actually interested in girls de!
20:26:56dejectedpoet says: ;$
20:27:00dejectedpoet says: and that's YOUUU
' Wednesday, January 27, 2010
surprisingly, there's not much homework today. hence, i have the time to use the computer. bio practical today after school till 3.30 then off to bandroom for sectional. warmed up, practiced for awhile and pack for the day. walked home after that.
WATCH THIS! http//www.youtube.com/watch?v=9CkK-LM6Oe0
i guess i got your message. it's obvious.
1.26.2010' Tuesday, January 26, 2010
skipped school today because i was feeling very tired. at least i made use of the time in the morning to finish up all my unfinished homework. going back for band now. bye!
1.24.2010' Sunday, January 24, 2010
finally done with 80% of my homework. seriously no life now.
6.30am-wake up, bathe, eat breakfast
7am - wait for bus
8am to 10am- lesson
10am - recess
10.30am to 1.30pm- continue lesson
1.30 - remedials or band
4.30- going home or still inband.
reach home - bathe, eat dinner and do homework all the way to bed time.
and this continue for the rest of the 5 days!
REALLY NO LIFE!! I WANT TO HAVE MY RETAIL THERAPY!
even saturdays and sundays were spent doing homework or staying at home.
i need to be serious now. competition is nearing. i can't always skip sws because of my studies. i must balance up both and stop being lazy.
no matter how harsh the reality slaps me, i will be strong and take it, for i believe that the matter will not be forever.
1.23.2010' Saturday, January 23, 2010
this whole week is really hectic. band, remedials and never ending homework. was on the verge of breaking down yesterday and that explains my suddenly black face, lol. went teh tarik after band to accompany jasmin, chaoxiang and nicholas for dinner. chatted at the playground behind till 9 plus.
i cried when i walked into the noisy class i'm once in.
if possible, i hope that the clock would turn back to 12 years ago, where we lived in a stress-less world. we could buy anything we wanted, we did not have to worry about money all the time. i'm upset everytime when i can't help you when you need money. i wanted to help, but i can't. it really pains me a lot and find myself a useless daughter.i hate to see you feeling stress and sad about money issue all the time. i detest it, seriously.
1.21.2010' Thursday, January 21, 2010
had been busy with school work these few days- remedials and never ending homework. stress like shit.
1.18.2010' Monday, January 18, 2010
lessons were tedious. i felt like sleeping towards the end of each lessons. should have gone to bed earlier on sunday. sectionals after school till 4pm. played a few songs and packed up at near 5. home sweet home after that.
i'm growing my hair back. kind of miss my long hair. don't get me wrong, i had never regretted cutting my hair short. may be a perm will be next.
1.17.2010' Sunday, January 17, 2010
a new background and blog song. currently addicted to 'hi my sweetheart'. i hate to wait one week to watch the next eposide because i'd always get tired of it and lose interest.
i had sectional in the morning, followed by band till 2pm. sight reading forever sucks. i have been lazy recently and haven been practicing much, especially my long notes. i know basic is very important but i'm lazy, lol. home sweet home after that.
' Sunday, January 17, 2010
somehow, i've survived 2 weeks of school. i'm proud to say that i did not fall asleep during lessons except for the 1 day of school, lol. homeworks are given everyday, remedials will soon be everyday after school. it'll be either next week or the following week. i have finished majority of my homework except for art and maths.
saturday is always a rest day for me. this is the only day where i can sleep for all i want and watch as many television show as i want. band tomorrow, nights people.
1.15.2010' Friday, January 15, 2010
she's turning 6 months!had cca open house yesterday and it was screwed up. i played lots of wrong notes and my embrochure changed after trying out the trumpet. regretted trying it during the break but luckily, embrochure is back after playing 2-3 songs. i love playing ross roy! it always bring back my lower seconday band life. i remember how big we used to be, how high was our standard compared to now. bringing up and down the percussion instruments and carrying the benches and tables are always the most tiring thing. the whole thing ended at around 5 plus. locked up the room at 6 plus then dinner at teh tarik. met melissa for awhile and homed.
woke up with aches on both my arms today. washed up, prepared, had breakfast and off to school. lessons were alright. i have all the good teachers teaching me now, so i should not complain much. in fact, i have nothing to complain about them. had chinese remedial till 1.30 then off to paint the walls below the indoor sports hall. while we're painting the other pillar, strong winds suddenly blew in and it began to rain heavily. we had no choice but to call it a day. packed, cleaned and homed.
1.13.2010' Wednesday, January 13, 2010
these 5 years were the best years i had in my whole life. i had learnt how to bake cookies, pack chocolates, guai lan with people and suan-ing people. below are pictures of some events that i miss and love the most.pictures shall do the talkings.
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1.11.2010' Monday, January 11, 2010
around this time next year, i'll be seating in the school hall, waiting for my O level results to be released. like the past years, i'd be in the hall by 2pm to witness the released of results. there are people who did really well and on the other side, there are people who did not do well. whatever it is, i believe that if you get below 28, you'll be able to get into a poly. this is your life, you choose your own path. whether to walk the easier route or to walk the diffcult route, it is your own choice. never feel demoralised when people look down on you, don't feel sad if you can't get into the choice/school you want because there is always other paths to take. open up your heart, don't lock up yourself and start living in your own world because of one failure. i always believe there's always sunshine after rain. be optimistic never be pessimistic.
1.07.2010' Thursday, January 07, 2010
remember this? when will our next outing be,girlfriend?it is only the first week of school and i already have homework. starting from next week, i'll have remedials in the afternoon. besides having remedials after school, my class have to paint the 4 pillars in the basketball court. to add on, i have to attend band practices as we may be going overseas during the june holiday. so i suppose i'd be extremely busy before june.
went ngee ann poly open house today with school. bio vet caught my eyes but i don't know what can i do after i got my diploma. fashion design is still in my top list but the travelling time is really long. and also, i'm afraid that i can't design nice clothes. i have zero experience about designing clothes, selling clothes or dressing up people. i'll see how things go after my Os.
O level results will be released next monday. all the best to those who're taking, especially girlfriends and 5N1'09! no matter what, always look ahead. your future lies in your own hands. muiie lurbe lurbe euu guys!
1.02.2010' Saturday, January 02, 2010
2009 started horribly but ended smoothly for me. i hope this year will be a memorable year for me. i want to have a better life, do better in my studies, meet more friends and improve more in my clar skills. i don't have the habit of doing new year resolutions, so i just hope that i'll be able to do well in everything. may be i should really stop being lazy and revise everyday after school. i didn't have much time interacting with my classmates last year, so i hope that i'll be able to interact more with them this year.
anyway, i watched alvin and the chipmunks with vivian and valerie on thursdays. i have a new year party at aunt's house yesterday night and i stayed overnight to watch cruel temptation. band tomorrow morning! off to watch cruel temptation now,bye.