2.27.2010' Saturday, February 27, 2010
warm weather=cui face. lol!had been blog hopping for a long time and i noticed that people are using 'cui' to represent torn, tired, etc.
anyway, vivo-ed with valerie in the afternoon. we had ajisan for dinner and then bused back to jurong point. had yoghurt ice cream while waiting for her mum and sis. homed after that.
' Saturday, February 27, 2010
i'd be passing down my post as well as a member of hycb and that marks the last year of my contributation to hycb. i had a lot of memories in this used to be a very huge band to a normal sized band. no doubt, size drop = standard drop. but every year, we would miraculously maintain our silver. actually not miraculously, our condutor had worked very hard to push up our standard everytime. and without everybody's hard work, i think we wouldn't have gotten the silver medal too. the music journey that i had embarked 6 years ago led me to become a more responsible person and realised my passion towards clarinet and music. even if i had any down periods in band last time, i had never through of quitting. after seeing everybody i know and close with graduating, it is final my turn! juniors, don't miss me too much.holding this post is something i had never guessed. in fact, i had never thought of becoming a major. i was shocked when mdm khaw called me on one particular saturday, telling me that i had to attend NCO camp. it was diffcult at first but it gradually became better. experience overtake all diffculities? LOL! just joking. being hated is common and i always have this feeling that they hate me for scolding them or may be other things? actually i don't really care because it is my responsibility. so ya, without knowing, it is the last year for me already. i had slowly passed some tasks to chuanjie. after thailand trip, i'll pass everything to the next batch and all the best to you guys. must master the deadly stare alright? lol.
2.25.2010' Thursday, February 25, 2010
kind of miss them.there is no remedial today because mr ong shifted to yesterday and luckily there was napfa so maths remedial was cancelled. i walked home today from school after lunch.
looking back at my archieves, i realised that i had changed from a person who don't think too much to a person who thinks a lot. i used to be very insentitive towards how i treat people or how people treat me. but now, i'm quite sensitive about it. some body language from people around me can affect me quite a lot. but reguardless of what it is, i'd still think positively because i don't like to ruin my day with a bad mood. in fact, i'm quite used to wearing a smily mask on my face because i don't like to ruin people's day and neither do i like people ruining my day.
2.24.2010' Wednesday, February 24, 2010
side track a bit so that my post looks longer,lol.
this picture was taken on the 1st day of cny cum valentine's day. for the past 18 years, i had been spending either alone or with friends. i had one relationship a few years ago but it ended before valentine's day so i had never celebrated this day with any someone special. this day is not very significant to me so i don't mind celebrating with either my friends or with that someone special.
ok, back to the topic, mondays and tuesdays are the days where i always reach home late and feeling like a dead fish and the homeworks kept haunting me until i start doing them. i was ko-ed today and kept finding time to sleep in class. there was once where i skipped recess to sleep in class and i fell asleep immediately after my chem teacher dismissed us.
i cant wait for the chalet on 23rd march! i miss them so much that i'll be staying overnight on the 1st day and don't mind scarificing my sleep. so i think i'll look like a zombie on 24th march.
2.21.2010' Sunday, February 21, 2010
1000TH POST!
i have a lot things going through my head and i feel like taking a break from everything-studies,band,friendships. have the sudden urge to go to the beach and think properly.
2.20.2010' Saturday, February 20, 2010
past 2 days were kind of slack because there wasn't much homework. headache acted up yesterday and i went to bed early. before that, i went west coast plaza with eunice after band to get her sports stuff. it had been long since the 2 of us went out and have a chat.
below are pictures of sharmaine during chinese new year.
2.17.2010' Wednesday, February 17, 2010
tune in to next post for sharmaine's photo.
' Wednesday, February 17, 2010
GONG XI FA CAI!
chu 1
woke up at 9 plus. bathed, prepared and off to the temple near my house to pray with family. off to maternal grandparents side first to bai nian and eat. headed to paternal grandparents side at around 3 plus. bai nian-ed, ate, chatted and back home at around 5 plus. headed out to meet char,chaoxiang and nicholas for movie at bugis at around 6.45. we watched 'valentine's day'. cam whored and homed at near 12. uncles, aunties and cousins were already at my house gambling and drinking when i reached home. they left at around 2 and i headed to bed straight after they had left.
younger bro, dad, mum with sharmaine, sis in law, me and elder bro.
mum dressed up this little precious and she was the lime light for all the days.
104 year old great grandma with her son and daughter in law, grandchildens and their spouse and her great grandchildrens and not to forget a new member of the family, sharmaine, which makes her great great granddaughter.
chu erwent grandma's bro house to bai nian. then back to aunt's house to slack and wait for more angbaos.lol. left at around 6 plus to jurong west stadium to have a farewell dinner with melissa that stupid bear. we had sakura buffet. then us(yanqing,natalie,olga,weijuan,char,zavier and me) went melissa's house to bai nian. left at around 11 and reached home at around 12.30. slept at near 3.
chu 3
woke up at 5am. bathed, prepared and trained down to clementi to meet up with olga and char. met yanqing at the airport as she's late. melissa was not surprised at all. may be we should not send her off or fetch her next time then she'll be surprised. lol. mac for breakfast and slept on the way back home in the train.
today
skipped school as i couldn't bear to leave my comfy bed. lol. don't worry, i won't spend my day slacking. i'll be revising topics that i don't really understand and hope that i will carry this out.
gosh! i think i have hit the 50 already. had been eating alot for the past 3 days. kept putting sweet and fried stuffs into my mouth. my stomach looks as if i'm pregnant for 5 months now.
2.15.2010' Monday, February 15, 2010
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO EVERYBODY!!
i'll blog more when i have the pictures. enjoy the rest of your cny before lessons start:)
2.13.2010' Saturday, February 13, 2010
FINALLY TODAY IS THE EVE OF CHINESE NEW YEAR!! i'll be having steamboat with my family, grandparents, aunts and cousins. i love reunion dinner like this. i love how my grandparents would smile whenever they see us because we seldom have the time to meet. it's either i'm busy or my parents are not free to bring me there. my mum don't allow me to go myself because she said it's not safe there.
i remember when i was young, my grandmother would always hide sweets in her bag or behind the door so that my mum would not find out. then when my mum left for work, she'll bring them out and let my younger bro and me share the sweets together. whenever i cry, my grandmum would beat my elder bro without asking what happened. now, i miss those days back. i remember i cried for a few days when you shifted out to live with uncle. though we may have distant a lot compared to last time, i still love you. grandpa may be a bad role model for me since young, i know that he wouldn't want us to pick up his bad habbits. though he may disappoint me constantly, i still love him. i know he wouldn't want us to follow his route.
putting all the memories aside and back to life, we had chinese new year celebration yesterday. classmates brought cookies, cupcakes and tidbits to school to exchange to celebrate advance valentine's day. i brought chocolate cornflakes and shared with everybody. i have no comments about the celebration. had band after that and mr tan ended it at 4. locked the room at near 5 then chaoxiang and i went jurong point to meet up with nicholas. eaten, bought his cny outfit then homed. went market at 10 plus with dad and bro to meet up with mum to buy things that we haven buy. homed at 12 and dropped dead at 1.
i should ignore this feeling.
2.07.2010' Sunday, February 07, 2010
yeah! chinese new year is exactly one week later! can't wait to receive lots of ang baos from my relatives. finally bought my cny clothes yesterday with valerie. i felt that i went out with a butch yesterday. lol. she looks like a man. nothing caught my eyes initially so we decided to go bugis to search for my clothes. before that, valerie had already 2-4 plastic bags in her hand. lol. went to visit yam, hantong and vivian before going bugis. we cabbed there, val's treat. it was extremely crowded over there. really people sea people mountain. people were squeezing here and there. bought one dress over there and one top at heeren. trained down to jp to search for my pumps but i bought a pair shorts instead. bro ordered kfc delivery for dinner.
sectional then band in the morning today. met with family after that to go chinatown after that. the human traffic there was expected. you could see tourists, aunties and adults squeezing in the crowd. decided to go home at around 6.30 because we could not find anything we wanted.
2.06.2010' Saturday, February 06, 2010
going out to meet valerie to buy chinese new year clothes. blog more when i return.