5.28.2010' Friday, May 28, 2010
i slept half of my day away.lol! i woke up at 10am, then watched tv, read book and fell asleep at 11.45am and woke up at 2pm. i didn't know that i lack so much sleep. but i think that i can't sleep early tonight because i usually can't tuck in early when i sleep in the afternoon. sleeping time is again ruined.anyway, i have quite a few things in my mind now. i tend to reflect or get emotional when i'm home or during long bus trips. that's one of the reasons why i love to take long distance bus. somehow, they aren't bothering me much now as i'm used to them already.
you're the 1st one i would always check when i'm online.
5.27.2010' Thursday, May 27, 2010
i miss her. she's not coming home today.was late for mother tongue remedial today as my alarm did not ring. jumped immediately when i saw the clock showed 7.25.lol! or did i turned it off while i was semi-awake? i have vague memory of it. yesterday's parents meeting was seriously useless. my mother wasn't pay attention at all. all she does was 'oh, ic.', 'ya lor ya lor' and smile. when the meeting ended, she said 'your form teacher still ask me not to be disappointed. i was thinking 'who cares' in my heart.' lol!
anyway, i'm crazving for a lot of food now! i want to drink bubble tea, eat sushi, pizzahut, kfc. i think that's all for now.
5.25.2010' Tuesday, May 25, 2010
busy to the max! there's mother tongue intensive everyday. am getting crazy about it already. and i haven finish watching my drama! i'm still half way stuck on down with love. it has been hanging there for a few days already. FML!
5.18.2010' Tuesday, May 18, 2010
mid year examinations have ended yesterday! but i don't feel any relaxed. lol. yesterday was maths paper 2 and i can tell you that i'm going to fail my maths again. i left around 30 marks undone or blank. anyway, i went jurong point to meet bernard after that to pass him maths worksheet. accompanied him to walk around until his mum arrived and i walked home after that.
i think i'll be blogging less as i'm currently watching 'down with love'. till then, see ya! sms me if you miss me .LOL!
5.16.2010' Sunday, May 16, 2010
phek chek to the max!
ok, i'm the one who always eat up everything in the house.
i'm the one who is always creating noise in the house
i'm the one who always wakes sharmaine up with my voice.
i'm always the one who break things in the house (no matter is it me or not)
i'm responsible for all the above. it's my fault, ok?
5.14.2010' Friday, May 14, 2010
just came across some website and watched some of the interviews inside. i was stunned that there's actually online sex website! technology indeed makes things more convient. 'predators' can save a trip of going down to geylang to find their 'food'. i find this super digusting and shameful. like what is so worse in life that you have to become a 'social escort' . a proper job may not pay you as much but at least it's not something that is not betraying your morale.
anyway, back to life. mid year examinations is coming to an end soon! 3 cheers!! and i've decided to chiong most of the dramas that i have been missing throughout these few months. feel free to recommand me any show that you feel that it's nice. i watch anime also.
5.13.2010' Thursday, May 13, 2010
Dear family and friends,
if i'm gone one day, please do not cry for me. i would greatly appreciate if you remember the times we had together and miss me once in a while. i appologise for not being a good friend/daughter/sister all these while. i can't remember my friends birthday well, i am extremely noisey, etc. but if i'm really gone one day, i hope that you'll miss my loud and sexy voice. all the care and concern, memories and love are kept deep in my heart. thank you people.
with love,
goh swee ling
5.11.2010' Tuesday, May 11, 2010
sciences papers tomorrow and i have yet to study. nice one. currently trying to draw as many drawings as possible so that i don't have to sleep late on wednesday to finish my prep work. meeting primary school friends of dinner tomorrow!
photos of mother's day celebration with paternal relatives are below.
grandma's grand children and great grandchildren. 
all the mothers at that night.
she's the one who took care of me when i was young. she was the one who cooked for me every meals. she was the one who gives me money. 
aloysious. my gosh! he's 9 years old and is already at my chest level already.
sharmaine: why are you ignoring me?royce: because you bully me.
5.09.2010' Sunday, May 09, 2010
combine humans mid year examination is tomorrow and nothing goes into my brain, especially social studies. think i will flunk my humans again.
anyway, my paternal relatives came yesterday for mother's day celebration. sharmaine won the 'contest' between 'baby snatch toy car' game. her screams scare the baby cousin so much that he'll cry whenever he saw her.lol. can't help, it's in the genes. photos are in my camera but the camera is not with me now. will upload once i get hold of the camera.
ALL THE BEST TO ALL STUDENTS WHO ARE TAKING MID YEAR!
5.07.2010' Friday, May 07, 2010
thank god it's friday and there's only 4 days of school this week! proud that i haven been falling asleep recently but i daydream very frequently. continuous paper will start next monday. glad that june holiday is coming but sad that i haven start doing my art preportary studies. i smell midnight oil on the day before art paper. fortunately, it is in the afternoon, so i can rush through or touch up(highly impossible) in the morning.
grandma will be coming over to my house to stay for a night! oh my, i miss her so much! something happened to my grandfather a few days ago and i was disappointed, devasted and heart broken. though i was used to it, i still cried. i can sense how disappointed dad was. it's always this love-hate relationship i have with him. i won't disclose much here but very close friends should know how my grandpa is. i love him for doting me, i love him for teaching me how to be good. however, i hate him for not being able to set a good example, i hate him for breaking all of our hearts all the time. if only he knows how to repent, this won't happen. or rather, all these would not have happened.
we have the same interests,we have the same hobby,we both love music,we think of becoming music tutors in future.so many things in common, but i think it's just another one sided love.well, crush i'd say. i hope this won't stay long.
5.05.2010' Wednesday, May 05, 2010
sometimes, i wish that my family's income is higher so that i can go shopping once in a month and not once in a year or half a year. and also, i can eat fastfood without thinking of spending away all my pocket allowance
sometimes, i wish to stop schooling for awhile so that i can give myself a break.
sometimes, i wish that i'm prettier so that i can stop envy-ing those models in the magazines
sometimes, i wish that i'm slimmer so that i don't have to keep going on a diet.
sometimes, i wish that i'm smarter so that i can score well in most of my exams.
sometimes, i wish that i'm a better clarinettist so that i do not have to practice everyday.
sometimes, i wish to have all the things i wanted.
sometimes..... and the list goes on.
well, life is unfair. the more you wish for, the more they don't give you because you have to learn how to get the things you wanted. the more challenges you faced, the more you will treasure what you earned because when you get things easily, you don't know how it feels like to fight hard to get the things you wanted.
lol, i ended up consolling myself.
5.03.2010' Monday, May 03, 2010
she's turning 1 year old on 23rd july. coincidently, i have sibf on that day. hope that i can make it for her celebration or best, change the celebration day.well, i did study today. i did one hour of maths and half an hour of social studies(?) lol! initially, i switched on my computer to listen to 'my heart will go on' by celine dion but somehow, i ended up chatting with random people, facebooking and looking for disney songs. the power of internet.lol! school is starting tomorrow. hopefully i can sleep by 10 tonight because my body alarm is haywired.
5.02.2010' Sunday, May 02, 2010
when is our next meeting?just reach home not long from sws practice. symphony no. 5 is nice but i kept breaking down.lol. embrochure is dropping like hell. trained home with xueling and keeteng.
don't feel like studying today.
5.01.2010' Saturday, May 01, 2010
just finished a few chapters of my chemistry revision. spells b-r-a-i-n-d-e-a-d. i can't even type what i wanted to type after the revision. lol. been so long since i sat down quietly to do my revision. to add on, listening to joe hisaishi's music makes me feel extremely calmed and relaxed. off to study social studies now, bye.