i'm not dead yet but already on the verge. actually i did not do any studying this weekend except for finishing one essay that my teacher asked me to re-do. apart from that, i did not touch any school work at all. i wanted to study on sat when i went over to val's house. but, wii and dai dee is forever a hugh distraction. ya, i know, excuses. whatever! wanted to study when i reached home but uncle came over at night to drink with mum, so i did not study.today, i went to visit my paternal grandma at commonwealth. before that, my family had prawn noodles for breakfast at dad's friend stall. slacked for awhile at grandma's house then went home and napped till 6. had dinner and did an essay. perharps today will be the last day i use the comp? or may be i will use for only a short while. i have a super chor weeks waiting for me- remedials everyday until 6pm. above that, i still have to revise upon reaching home. gosh! nevermind goh swee ling! you will overcome this!
SIBF- 23 july 2010
just reached home from christine's birthday celebration. 8 years and still counting:) clarke quay is a suitable place for hang outs, especially at night. the lightnings and atmosphere are very suitable for chill out. too bad i have school tomorrow and they have work, if not may be we'll stay longer and may be home after 12? actually not much difference, cause it's already 11.45.lol. good night peeps!
yam came over to my house yesterday to play with sharmaine as well as slack. she's so free nowadays that she can spend hours painting her nails. like ki siao only,lol. went jurong point at around 4 something after sharmaine has fallen asleep. walked around and homed at near 7. dai dee-ed after dinner and i lost. our forfeit was to allow the winner to paint our fingers. she went home at 9.
there's only practical paper left and it feels as if the whole O level examinations are over. lol. anyway, i went out with charmaine yesterday. thanks for the treat girl! my turn next time:) we met up at clementi. before that, while i was walking to the bus stop, i was approached by 2 surveryor(?). one thought that i'm studying in poly and other one thought i'm already working or studying in NUS, lol. we took bus 106 down to far east. had lunch then started walking around. bused down to bugis after that at around 4 plus. haji lane-d again and trained home.
- Day 3- your parents
i thought parents should be the first but i don't know why is it the 3rd day. whatever. thanks for giving birth to me and teaching me all my 'first time'. sorry for throwing tantrums whenever i'm feeling low and thanks for tolerating it. i could say that i'm a good daughter- at least i'm much much much better than that useless older son. so sorry that i could not let go of the hatred i have of him despite taking sense to me most of the time. i think that he's worst than grandpa. at least grandpa is not that arrogrant and fake. gosh! talking about him just makes me boil. other than sorry and thank you, i have nothing to say. you guys are the best best parents in my eyes. if possible, i would like to have you two as my dad and mum again for my next 100000 lifes.
ask yourself, are you really fit to become a parent? the two of you does not have any sense of responsibility at all, not even once. don't you find it sad that your daughter prefers her grandparents, uncle and aunt more than the two of you? it's true that you two can be very energentic when playing but not when you're looking after your own flesh and blood. the most riddiculous and unforgiven thing is that you can fall asleep while looking after your child, leaving her on the bed alone while you were in your lala land. tell me, how to show you two repect? i think you should call me 'jiejie' now.
- Day 2- your crush
this is an on and off affair because this has go on for quite sometime and i think it's on again. it's a good thing that we're communicating more. guess the major reason why you attracted me is because we are both musicians. everday whenever i'm online, i would search for your name. i don't know whether is it a habit or what because i'm still doing it even when the feeling is off. i like the way you smile, you look cute when you cut your hair short and you look great when your hair is long. all the best for your exam and hope that you can fulfill your dream soon!
this sounds boring but since i've got nothing to blog, i've decided to do this. i may jump to a different day as i don't have things to talk about for some. i chanced upon this on my junior, minhui's blog.
- Day 1--Your Best Friend
hey best friends! no need me to write down who you are right? you know and i know:) it's been great knowing you girls and probably the best of my life! thanks alot for all your care and patience. thanks alot for going through with me during my most down period 2 years ago. hope i've not caused much worry to you girls:) with all of you, i had slowly walked out of that period because i know you all care for me. EEEEHHHH! lol. anyway, i may be annoying at times but just ignore me. though we're super busy with our own stuff now, a small meet up would be able to brighten up my whole day. you can also tell me that you miss me once in awhile and i'll be very contented because at least i know that though your mind is busy with schoolwork and other stuffs, you still have me in your mind. no amount of words could describe how much i love all of you. always bear in mind, i wouldn't leave you girls unless you want me to because meeting all of you are a blessing to me.
33rd NCO CAMP!
the most tiring, most sweaty and fun camp i have ever been to!
it's rare for me to be awake at 5.15 unless there's a chalet. there's maths paper 1 today and i did not touch any of my practice paper, therefore i woke up at 4.30 to do one paper.
anyway, i went to haji lane with zavier yesterday. before that, i went to west coast plaza to watch the performance put up by sws main. trained down to bugis then we went to a place where there's all the 2nd hand items. that place is impressive! there's almost everything- clothes, shoes, shorts, bra, albums, etc. you name it, they have it. the weather was blistering hot and we were sweating like mad dog. the only thing we did not do is stick out our tongue, lol. haji lane after that. if i have a thousand now, i would close my eyes and point at anything to the sales person then say 'wrap it up' lol! wait long long la. then our legs gave way and trained home at around 6 somethings.
please end this cycle fast. i miss swsy! and i hate all the studyings everyday.
aww, i miss sharmaine. she will only be back on sunday night because my dad will be paining my house's doors. my house will no longer be all white, it will be all grey and purple! hopefully it will look nice when the work is finished. i hope to have blue colour painted on my room walls but my mum disagrees because she said that blue is a sad colour. like huh? lol!
anyway, this week was spent quite unproductive. have been either slacking or reading book or watching tv or attending band practices. oh well, at least i've finished reading that kind of thick book i have borrowed from the school library before holiday and i did a few maths question. tomorrow and saturday will be a busy day as i may have to help dad paint some parts of the doors or i have to do housework. did not sweep the floor and clean the doors today and dad and mum were nagging.lol. but hey! at least i did the laundry!
have been having weird dreams recently and i don't even know what my dreams were about.
back from the september band practices. we had an exchange with mayflower on tuesday, followed by regular practice and marching today.
best friends do not have to contact everyday to keep the kind of chemistry between us, for the special bond within us are being tied together with an invinsible string.
the gathering yesterday was fun! had a great laugh at their past stupid actions and making fun of yeetat. everyone was high yesterday night. i think the alcohols are one reasons that we're all feeling high. those who went are vivian,melissa,valerie,nicholas,hantong,wailap,yeetat and myself.