i've finally finished playful kiss within this 2.5 days. the show is nnniiiicccceee!!! guess part of the reason why i find this show nice is because i've forgotten much of the taiwan version.. kim hyun joong is as usual hhhooottt!! much handsome some the taiwan's main lead actor:x no wonder he's my 1st husband.LOLOLOLOLOL! need to head back to the books after not studying for these few days.

as usual, please do not ask how i did. i would greatly appreciate that. i promise i will do my very best, but i can't gurantee anything. talk is cheap, please stop asking me to score well. you know, i'm stupid up there:)

i'm afraid that i can't get into the course i want.

i'm afraid of failing a major again.

i'm afraid of not being able to save enough to buy a clarinet.

i'm afraid of not being able to meet everyone after Os.

pardon me, i tend to reflect even more when i'm under stress.

mum is discharged from the hospital on friday. she went in for an operation on wednesday midnight. she's recuperating fast, so don't worry peepo.

anyway, O levels is officially starting in another 2 weeks(not counting science practical which falls on thurs). all the best to everyone! this is the final lap of the marathon. do not give up, even if you have no more strength, you still have to jog your way to the finishing line.

nope, i won't cry and will stay strong.

anyway, my mum is already discharged. she'll have to go for a scanning a few weeks later to check on the cysts. if it's not threatening her life, she will not have to take her ovaries out.

ever since mum is hospitalised, sharmaine has been living with her maternal grandparents house. yes, my mum is hospitalised. the doctor thought it was appendix initially but after staying in the hospital for 2 days, she went for a scan and they found something weird inside her oviduct,i guess. it can't be the uterus because she already had her uterus taken out a few years ago. no doubt, a tumour was found inside again, therefore the doctor sent my mum to another doctor who is specilist in this kind of thing. but mum said the doctor have not arrived yet, so we still don't know about her condition.

no, i'm not going to cry or feel sad. life still have to go on. i believe that mum will make it this time as she has already gone through once. and it's not as if my mum is going to die after a few weeks. i admit i teared a few times when i went to the hospital with her on mon, but i'm not going to let this pull me down or pull the whole family down. everybody is staying positive about this. it's quite diffcult for me to visit her in the weekdays as there's school and i still have many things to revise, thus i'll only go during the weekends and hopefully she'll be able to go home by this week.

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