12.28.2010' Tuesday, December 28, 2010
ok, i hope that i did not freak you people out with what i posted on my facebook. actually it was really nothing-to me. so the story actually goes like this: yesterday was tourist day and the number of people coming to buy things never stop. even if there aren't any customers, it is like only for 2-3 mins at most and during that time, i have to put my stocks in place nicely and cleaning my work area, which apparently, i don't have time for that. blah blah blahh and stuff, my heart suddenly pumped very fast while i was serving customers and i didn't care much because it happened before. so i continued to work and ignore it until i can't stand it anymore. it has been there pounding for hours and i decided to call my manager to ask him for permission to let me go home early. so ya, they brought me to the first aid and then i had to move to the clinic at the basement to check the rythmn of my heart beat. so i suppose that the doctor and nurses there were apparreled by my machine gun heart beat and trembling hands, they wrote a letter and asked me to go to A&E immediately. i changed out of my working attire and took a cab down to SGH with my assistant manager. registered, had my blood pressure and heart beat rate checked, i was asked to lie on the bed and the nurse wheeled me into one room to have a second heart rate checked. fortunately and surprisingly, my heart beat has gone back to normal but i have to stay back to have blood test, x-ray and i still have to stay in the observation ward till 11. dad came over after his work and we went home at near 12.i was almost to give up on my clarinet and fortunately, the doctor says that this have nothing to do my sudden fast heart beat.
thanks people for your concern! i've recovered and is back to normal. and one more thing, i did not look at handsome guys before this incident. lol!
12.27.2010' Monday, December 27, 2010
i'm back to work after one week and i'm having weird feelings. could it be because of what ivy told me or something else? anway, i enjoyed myself to the max last week-packed with all band practices. till then, see ya!
12.25.2010' Saturday, December 25, 2010
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!i had my first christmas count down just now and it was a little solemn.lol! but anyway, i had fun. before that, the band had a performance outside ngee ann city. it lasted for like around half an hour. the human traffic in orchard was terrible. people were unknowingly attracted to each other and somehow, got glued together. it was super super packed and nobody gives way-even when they see you holding or pushing some big instruments. glad that there are still kind souls but majority are like country pumkins. we reached school at around 10 then we started unloading the instruments into the classroom and then we left for a mini celebration at the basketball court opposite huayi. chit chatted, crapped, ate, drank and we packed up at near 1. took night rider home after that. photos are in facebook and there's a christmas celebration with family tomorrow night!! i smell more pictures.
12.22.2010' Wednesday, December 22, 2010
I'M BACK FROM 3 DAYS 2 NIGHTS BAND CAMP!the only fun thing during the camp was when we sneaked in and sleep in the boys' bunk. the others were alright as it was either band practice or sectional or marching. i wouldn't say that it's intensive or it wasn't. to me, it feels a little like normal practice. marching was really terrible and disappointing.
anyway, stayed back awhile to settle some stuffs for friday's performance then i rushed back home to bathe and headed out to ion to meet jiaojun,joey and charmaine. unfortunately, i reached late and only get to catch up at little with joey and jiaojun. charmaine and i walked over to far east after that for awhile then we go seperate ways.
12.17.2010' Friday, December 17, 2010
i hate it when i feel like vomitting every morning when i had breakfast. now, i understand why some people can't take heavy breakfast in the morning. BUT MY BREAKFAST AIN'T HEAVY AT ALL! just a cup of milo and a bun and that made me vomitted a little of my milo.
i suppose i am able to attend all 3 days of band camp tomorrow and able to stay overnight!! whoohooo!!!
12.16.2010' Thursday, December 16, 2010
for now, i just want to quickly save enough money for sydney and then work for only like 1 day per week. i can't stand my assistant manager and i don't want to work as a cashier anymore. as for a clarinet, i'm using a good clar now, so there's really no hurry in buying a new one. so i think i'll just stick to this clar all the way until i have more than enough to buy one for myself.
12.13.2010' Monday, December 13, 2010
so basically, i have been working dilligently for the past 3 days, standing 9 hours every day. my legs are super tired and i'm physically exhausted. my lunch is around 3-4 and my dinner is at 11. meal times are screwed. my neck hurts like siao. i think i did not sleep properly last night. i have problems turing my head to the side and my left shoulder is giving me problem again. is this a sign of ageing? i hope not.
today is my off-day and i woke up even earlier than work days to go mayflower to practice. did not practise for the past 3 days because work is seriously draining me inside out and i reach home at near 11, so it's impossible to practise anymore. i left at around 1.30 to orchard to meet chuanjie, shihui and nicholas to buy stuffs for the christmas performance. lunched and walked around until we made up our mind to walk to plaza sing. had gong-cha and rest our legs. bought the things and i trained back to meet up with christine, her bf and cheryl for rapunzel! the show is nice! yes, there is a bad women and the ending is forever after but this time, the princess is heroic i would say and the prince is not those common prince-ride on a white horse and stumbed upon the princess. the prince here is actually a thief. go catch the show if you haven watched. girls, i bet you will love it.lol. the part where the whole village light the lanterns touched me a lot. walked home with cheryl and we saw civil defense at the block beside the car park. heard that somebody is commiting suicide but he didn't jump. mum and i went down to check but there was nothing and we headed home. TYPICAL! lol!
hopefully my manager allows me to take one whole week off next week because i badly want to perform during christmas eve, attend all 3 days of band camp, attending both sws main and youth band and celebration for christmas with maternal side. god bless me. hope he doesn't flare up because i told him i need to off tomorrow on yesterday night and he sounded pissed. *cross fingers*
12.09.2010' Thursday, December 09, 2010
good days always end so quickly. my 3 days off are over and in exchange, i have to work for 3 days continuously. kind of dreading it but oh well, i need moolah! lol. the job is actually quite simple. just that you have to be quick and efficient. if not complains will keep haunting you. blog again soon if i still have the energy after working 10 hours.
12.07.2010' Tuesday, December 07, 2010
yesterday was the first day of work. to sum up everything, it was actually quite fun and challenging. there may be many customers at one go or there may not be any customers. but it was super hot. ended work at around 7 something then the manager brought me and yuan qi to tour around the whole USS. we stopped halfway because there was a birthday celebration. bused to jurong point and walked home with mum at 10. feels good after riding such a long bus trip because my legs are breaking apart. going mayflower tomorrow for practice!
12.05.2010' Sunday, December 05, 2010
mother fucker, i don't see a need in tolerating your nasty temper ALL THE TIME. i think you seriously have some problem up there because you can't differentiate when people are rude or not rude to you. you're crazy. when we continue speaking nicely to you in an agruement, you said we raised our voices while you didn't. go screw yourself up down left right la! your ear seriously have a major problem. i don't see any point in talking to you anymore, i guess. i may be your sister BUT I DO NOT HAVE TO TOLERATE YOUR FUCKING NBCCB NASTY TEMPER! you only know how to solve problem through that temper. when a crisis occurred, you still ran back to daddy and mummy for help. so where are all the 'heroic' things you've said? those are a pile of shit. honestly, i've not respected you from the day you turned astrayed. and i never once believed you. i helped you because i symphatised you, not because you're my brother. and the major reason is because i love sharmaine, i don't want her to suffer. i was super super pissed just now. like wtf is wrong with me asking you to take care of your daughter? YOU NEVER ONCE HAVE A SENSE OF RESPONSIBILITY. let's not talk about your daughter, let's talk your two tortoise. from the day you bought them home, WE HAVE BEEN THE ONE LOOKING AFTER THEM! i feed them everyday and they look like they've starved for a few days. really pity them. it's a shame that i don't dare to take them out, if not i would change their water everyday and not wait for you. you LOVE to use 'tired' as an excuse not to do anything but i think you're just lazy and only think about yourself. put yourself in that 2 tortoises' shoe-would you like to live in a dirty and smelly environment? you always think of yourself, you're extremely selfish. it's really a shame to have you as my brother. i've never been proud of it before, seriously.
12.04.2010' Saturday, December 04, 2010
i haven't got the photo from valerie. yesterday's evening was fun with girlfriends! before that, i had food hygiene course in USS with bernard. the course was boring but it was more indept into how to have good food hygiene. the course ended at around 4. went to have uniform fitting, making of pass ID and name tag. after everything, trained down to bugis to meet up with girlfriend. had steamboat at one of the whole stretch of steamboat shops. the dinner was serious dam fulfilling. i think i had mushroom steamboat because i ate mostly mushrooms. after that, we trained down to valerie's house for chocolate fondue and some chit chattings. left her house at 11.30. yesterday was seriously a fun day! like we were back to our lower seconday periods. man! those were the memories!
12.02.2010' Thursday, December 02, 2010
as usual, it's about band for the past few days and i'm enjoying it to the max! really miss those busy band days! so, monday was a rest day for me. tues and wed was a full day huayiband practice cum marching. sad that i can't have any band practice tomorrow as i have to attend a course in USS with bernard! attending sws practice later at night. have to practice a few pieces before going, if not i think i'll just stone there. hopefully i'll be able to attend all night practices after i started working. seriously, i wouldn't want to have many mistakes on 9th jan and i think there are only 4-5 more practices left.