1.30.2011' Sunday, January 30, 2011
4 days of off work is over and i'm heading back to work again tomorrow till tuesday. a little regret working during the cny period because we have to work 12 hours everyday and i heard that the number of vistors are a lot. once, i heard from my manager that there at 15000 people. if they place me alone on that day, i think i'll have to go to the hospital again.lol!
anyway, i've enjoyed my 4 days off because i went for band everyday and I PLAYED DISCO PARTY! lol! crazy only. but as usual, i still screw up la. my tuning now is hell out of tune. looking forward to comworks, huayi concert and SYF!!! gosh! i dont feel like working anymore but i want the money. shall endure for another 2 months. work is fun but tiring and i kept missing band practice. not trying to act like i'm a band freak but it's a fact that attending practices is already part of my life.
just a little side track. mum was talking to me yesterday about boyfriends and she asked why i never have one since my best friends have. and i'm not sure about my answer so i just reply: cause i don't like them. lol! i think the right one is not here yet. the next bf i'm dating will be my future husband. and he must know how to drive so that he can drive me around. if he is someone who looks like kim hyun joong, then i'd propose to him the next day. LOL!
1.27.2011' Thursday, January 27, 2011
i forgot which day. the both of us plus wei lun and terry went for a buffet. this was planned two years ago and we only get to fulfill it 2 years later.lol. so after eatting, we went to walk around mustafa. seriously ba wu gao gao. started having headache after walking for sometime. pungent smell. LOL! not racist, just describing:x then we parted around in the evening. went yam's house to slack then went down to the pasar malam to buy dinner. afterwhich, we decided to go jp to search for maxi dress. homed at near 9.sometimes when i get moody, just leave me alone. i would be alright after awhile. if you know me well, you should know that i would not get sad for more than 30 minutes, unless it's something horrifying.
1.26.2011' Wednesday, January 26, 2011
i don't know how or what i should be feeling right now. i'm feeling dead inside, literally. i don't know why i feel this way too. i have been thinking for the whole day today-should i appeal? i wanted to initially, but after listening to the lady, i became interested and decided not to. i don't know why, i suddenly pity myself and feel like crying. weird or what? i think i'm crazy. just ignore me, i'll be alright tomorrow. i need some quiet time myself to straighten out my tangled feelings.
1.19.2011' Wednesday, January 19, 2011
somehow, i miss school. LOL!i've been blog hopping for a long time and chanced upon couples breaking up or break, patch, break patch. and i've friends whom just ventured into a relationship or whom just broke off with their boyfriend. and i've seen people patching up with their ex after a few years. quote from what melissa tang said- 'i can't stand couples who break, patch, break, patch. it's alright if you quarrel but if you keep breaking up and patching up after a quarrel, then you better don't start a relationship' i find this true. like after you got married and each time you quarrel, you'll divorce and get married to the same guy again and again? this is so hilarious. lol! i think the ROM wouldn't allow you guys to get married again because they find it so irritating.lol!
ok, back to the topic. a relationship is about trust- be it long distance or those who meet everyday. may be you'll say that i only have 1 experience so i'm in no position to say anything. i would only reply: then how many experiences you want? 10? 20? flirt bitch! no, i'm not angry.lol. i've always envied when i see old couples in their 70s walking hand in hand together, even my grandparents don't do that anymore. this is what i call true love. the love between them never wavers. ok, may be that's the appearence. aiya, who knows but i'm sure there are really such cases in other countries. my parents have been together for 26 years and they're still as loving as ever. sometimes i couldn't even stand them and ask them to stop. LOL! don't worry, just verbal words. venturing into a relationship, i would say, is about being daring. would you dare to date an ah beng and fear that he'll get slashed and die? lol! just joking. what i want to say is that are you sure that you won't break up with the other party after being together for very long and you guys know each other so well that people would say that you two are made for eachother? even married couples for more than a decades get divorced because of various reason.
if your reply is: we treasure eachother everyday and treat everyday like we just ventured into a new relationship, then good for you. but you won't know what will happen in the future.
ok, i don't think anyone would be reading this. whatever, just my point of view. if anybody chanced upon this, i'd like to tell you that i'm not pin pointing anyone, just saying out my thoughts. my blog, my say. thanks. i've to rush now. bye!
1.16.2011' Sunday, January 16, 2011
i have nothing to blog about actually. i'm done with buying of my new year clothes and i spent quite a lot after getting my pay. i think usually the 1st month of pay is like that because you're so excited. so ya, i treated my parents and younger bro to McDonald's after i've gotten my pay. can't wait for CNY to come! miss all the gatherings and i bet the first question would be 'how did you fair for your O levels' or 'where are you working now?' it's common. usually it's the same questions every year. nevertheless, i still love meeting everybody and we would chat happily. but i know those are sacastic conversations because behind their backs, my parents would talk about their children or things about them so i think they'll do that to us too. working tomorrow! hope it pours tomorrow so that i have much less customers. haha!1.13.2011' Thursday, January 13, 2011
ok. so, i've submitted my 12 choices. i don't know how it'll be like, so i'll just let god decide or whoever is in charge of this JAE thing. i met the requirements of my top 3 choices but my cop is higher. so i don't know how it'll turn out to be. people always say-got for your interest. i wonder do they see my interest in it. whatever. i'll be having a busy day today and tomorrow. will blog again when i have time! can't wait to meet joanne on sunday!
1.10.2011' Monday, January 10, 2011
IT'S MY LAST DAY IN SCHOOL UNIFORM TODAY!!
i wouldn't say that my result is lousy or it's good. it just fall on the 'ok-ok' category. i don't even know if there os such place. whatever. so, after looking through the JAE booklet, i have very limited choices-mostly engineering or IT. engineering requires mathematics and i suck in it. not to mention about IT. i'm a total IT noob. aiya, there's always a way out la.
for those who did not do well or your result is not what you expected(in a bad way), do not lose hope. there are always solutions to all problems. all the best!
1.09.2011' Sunday, January 09, 2011
beautiful sunday with sws main today.woke up late and had to rush everything. then met peiwei and biwei at jurong east before proceeding to esplanade. found a room, set up our instruments and went up to the stage for practice. after practice, had McDonald's for lunch and i broke my record by eating 2 burgers at a go. blah blah blah, the concert started at 3 to 4. went nafa with the huayi peeps after that then had dinner at bugis. after beautiful sunday, my next programme coming up is the malaysia trip, then huayi concert, swsy concert then the last one would be com work. glad that i'm having more practices and my life won't be just work, band practice, work, band practice. sometimes, some performaces or events can make life much interesting.
1.06.2011' Thursday, January 06, 2011
it's chaoxiang's birthday today! lol.was working for the past 3 days and i'm enjoying it to the max! i don't know why also.lol! spirits were high and i couldn't stop smiling. i know, crazy. though tues was a little havoc because i was working at a different cart and the morning was super messy. was feeling super unsettled but after break i felt much better. glad that it was raining for the past 3 days so there aren't much customers. so after 3 days of working, i'm down with flu. my eyes are watery, like i just cried.
so the news were out and O level results would be out on the 10th, which is next monday. all the best to everyone!
1.02.2011' Sunday, January 02, 2011
so, 2010 is over and 2011 has arrived, unknowingly. and apparently, i did not have a good new year start because i lost my name tag in the morning and at night, i met a super duper lousy bus driver who is rushing off to hell and wants everybody on the bus to go with him.i had family celebration yesterday at aunt's house after work. had late dinner and the male adults in the house was obessed in fast tap. the highest record is 349, from my dad. so we chatted, laughed, finished all the alcohols and left for home at near 2am. luckily we are only one road away. i headed off to bed straight upon setting foot into the house.